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Eeyore 18/06/17(Sun)13:32 No. 5829 ID: 889397 [Reply]

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If you're depressed, choke yourself. You can get high without drug. You don't need to fully hang yourself. Just use a belt to slightly strangle your neck to cut the oxygen so you enter an altered state of conciousness and can forget bad feelings. Side effects are blood clots and dark face which will go away after a week.

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Eeyore 18/06/18(Mon)21:01 No. 5833 ID: d28da9

yeesh. were just chilling here guys its cozy why get that way .

Eeyore 18/06/26(Tue)12:54 No. 5836 ID: a4c177

When I was suicidal I sat with a noose around my neck, it was pulled tight and I got the same feeling just from sitting with the noose around my neck.

Eeyore 18/11/28(Wed)06:20 No. 5958 ID: 3b98a1

Yeah, I feel you.
I was near hanging myself but I pussied out before I could do it.

obsession Eeyore 18/11/26(Mon)03:39 No. 5951 ID: 2958f4 [Reply]

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can we talk about our oneitis?
who they are, who they were and what did they do to you(or what you did to them most likely)

Eeyore 18/11/28(Wed)06:07 No. 5953 ID: 3b98a1

I've known her for years, she was and still is my closest friend but since she's been dating a guy much much better than me things have started going south.
I'm not angry or anything, I don't even thing it is love what I feel, I just want to stop feeling this awful.

Eeyore 18/11/28(Wed)06:14 No. 5955 ID: f8e2f9

We've known each other for a couple years...met on Facebook actually. At the beginning of 2018 she flew out to meet me in person. We fell in love instantly, flying back and forth to see each other for weeks at a time. Eventually I moved to her city to be with her. Asked her to marry me. Everything was great.
Then all of a sudden one day she became a different person. Flipped out, threw me out of our apartment. Straight up dumped me. Turns out she wanted to get back with her shitstain ex.
And I lost everything. My soon-to-be-wife, the children we were trying to conceive, my new city (and with it my great new job), pretty much my future. I know it's wrong to base all of your happiness on another person but we were so in love, or so I thought. and she was the key to everything.
Now I'm broken, lost, and think of killing myself every day.
This was 3 months ago.

Death Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:56 No. 5326 ID: 9c4b9c [Reply]

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All shall fall. We are all going to die someday. Each and every one of us. How does that make you feel?

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Eeyore 18/06/01(Fri)13:31 No. 5816 ID: c7d836

honestly? Relieved. Even as a little kid it didn't faze me, probably because I was too focused on happiness. I'm not really happy anymore. I'm scared of never being scared of death.

Eeyore 18/11/23(Fri)17:14 No. 5948 ID: b4ad8e

I don't fear death. What scares me most, however, is HOW I am going to die. If I die, I just want it to be painless. Without me realizing that it even happened.

Eeyore 18/11/28(Wed)06:14 No. 5954 ID: 3b98a1

I was considering kms lately, so I guess 'm ooay about it.
It's not like there's much to lose anyway

Eeyore 18/10/10(Wed)08:12 No. 5914 ID: cb0322 [Reply]

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I have a bit over 20 pills of risperdal and sertraline. If i took those both and then tied a plastic bag around my head would i be able to die without unconsciously tearing the bag off?

Eeyore 18/10/22(Mon)16:19 No. 5926 ID: 86c92e

No youd have seizures for hours it might not even kill you

Eeyore 18/11/19(Mon)11:51 No. 5941 ID: 483806

he's planning to die of suffocation; the overdose is intended to disrupt his survival instincts and/or motor skills.

nonetheless I have to agree, this is probably not a good idea; you may just end up vegetablized.

Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)21:42 No. 5543 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]

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do you believe in god, does it help ?

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Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)02:32 No. 5905 ID: bb0954

I do, but it hardly helps. I can't tell you how many times I have looked up at the sky and screamed "What's your next move, asshole?"

Eeyore 18/10/23(Tue)18:41 No. 5927 ID: 35ee87

Consider for a moment the truth that, at their core, at their very foundation, every single mainstream religion, and every pseudo-religious cult, is essentially a man-made creation in some way or other, created by one person, or by a smaller group of people, with the basic intent of gaining power and control over a much larger group of other people in order to make them think, and believe, and act, precisely in the way(s) the creator(s) of their chosen religion want them to.

And then consider that within most/all of those mainstream religions there are sizeable sub-groups of people (e.g. christianity>catholics/protestants/etc. etc. or muslims>sunni/shi'a/etc. etc.) , who effectively all read the exact same holy book, or a different persons/groups own personal interpretation of that same book, as those in the other sub-groups of their chosen religion, and who then have wildly divergent interpretations of what their chosen book actually means; such differences that have, and will continue to, be the primary, and in most cases only, consistant cause of war, violence, suffering, genocide, abuse, etc. etc. etc. throughout the world.

Taking christianity as an example, there are many 'versions' of the bible, each taken as gospel by a different branch of that one religion, except surely if all those sub-groups all essentially believe in the same god, and they all believe that he handed down his instructions/wishes/guidance/whatever for every person to live by in good faith, why did he then apparently give each group a slightly differently worded version of his teachings?

The simple answer is that 'god' didn't do anything.

This is entirely because, while there undoubtedly are/were actual people in the past who have been, and still are, worshipped as 'god', and/or who themselves actually claimed to be 'god' or to personally represent 'god', maybe even to the point that people actually believe/believed in them, in essence the term 'god' is little more than another fictional construct of man, it's a tool of man, of mainstream religions and pseudo-religious cults alike, in whatever form they might take. In effect 'god' is nothing more than a simple whip to be used by one, or by the privileged few, to keep a larger group of people toeing the religious party line at all costs, and preferably without examining and/or questioning the things they are being asked to believe in.

Equally the so-called holy book(s) of each cult and religion, in all their many man-made variations and interpretations, are all just yet another man-made creation, wherein a religions/cults chosen holy book is the leash that one man/a small privileged group of people uses to capture and control the obedience and belief of others around him/them, particularly others who are more susceptible and/or willing to be taken in by something that Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

hunky spunky 18/11/19(Mon)04:43 No. 5935 ID: b9f873

It helps... though I can't really put it into words, it goes something along the lines of how many values/rules you got 'right' - imagine guessing at all life's choices, you are bound to get some right according to a decision model you have. God gives feedback on these values, that's how I've felt it, but like me, you can still just crash on a huge wall and be unable to move on.
Things have very slowly gotten less worse, who knows? when I pray, it makes me feel somewhat at peace.

I have done the same as >>5927, but wow, things can get really really much worse, like to the point where you stop caring about getting up, sleeping, eating, even thinking, you just somehow wait for it all to end - and it doesnt.

I sure don't know how and why things work, for the most part I wish they didnt, but usually its the simplest that make most sense: this one goes to you >>5842
I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.

Ranting I guess Eeyore 18/10/28(Sun)18:15 No. 5931 ID: a9c397 [Reply]

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I don't know what to do. I'm stuck in such mental anguish but I don't know why and I have no one to talk to it about. I don't feel like a real person anymore, I don't have a personality I just respond to stimuli. Everyone thinks I'm happy because I act that way so I don't get pity. I'm so normal, I don't have anything to really complain about but for some reason I'm just so tired. I feel so different and separate from anyone. I don't know what I want and I don't know my opinions. I think I'm special but I know I'm not. I wish I was special, if such a thing existed.

Sorry for posting this, I just needed to get it off my back.

Advice could help but I don't expect it, thanks.

Eeyore 18/10/29(Mon)03:29 No. 5932 ID: ea1058

I know exactly how you feel... The only thing we can really do is to fully commit ourselves to this "autopilot" mode. There is no hope, there never was any. Be free of all illusions. Let yourself go. All that will remain would be an empty husk and you shall finally be rid of this suffering.

yet another depressive + advice seeking thread Eeyore 18/10/16(Tue)05:30 No. 5919 ID: cbd5fc [Reply]

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everyone I know around my age (20) is out there either
-enjoying life
and yet here I am as a stupid unemployed and worthless sperg without prospect in life. I dunno what to study. employers just shrug me off. tried uni for a year and quit it. studied meme short-and-free courses of computer repair and object-oriented-programming that are as useless as me.
I don't like anything. I don't know anything. dealing with people is hard, frustrating, annoying and unfullfilling. every entry-level job I can possibly acquire requires dealing with people, one of my biggest weaknesses. I got bounced from fucking mcdonalds, goddamit.

I should've stayed in that technical high school as a kid. I would have made better friends. I would've learn to socialize better. I would have a better chance at getting a job. I would've learn useful stuff.

I'm just filled with despair and hatred towards myself. I have violent thoughts. I want to take it out on someone. I wanna improve, but I'm lost. give me a hand. I need it. please.

I'm so lost. I'm not exactly sure of what do I want to do, and I have no idea of how to do it. it sucks to be a 20yo manchildren crybaby. being unable to be independent hurts like hell. I wish I was a man instead of a stupid lost kid in a forest who needs mommy and can't fend off by himself.

The state between wanting to live and wanting to die joseppeli 18/09/02(Sun)06:24 No. 5884 ID: c727eb [Reply]

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hey, I’m a 14 y/o depressed cunt. I’ve been dealing with mental issues including chronic&severe depression, anxiety, adhd, ocd, and other generalized diagnosis since about age 5 or 6. I’ve been dealing with this feeling of “gray” for a while now. I’ve been stuck between craving death and holding onto life. I would say I have a very privileged and enjoyable life, but me being an ungrateful cunt I still want to die. What I’m here to ask is how can I pick a side. What helps push you to the edge of death, or helps you grab back onto life. I hope you all are having a good day, or you are doing better.

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Eeyore 18/09/26(Wed)23:47 No. 5902 ID: 8164ff

Think about this long and hard--something is missing from your life. What is it you crave that you believe you can never have? Death isn't a solution, it's a workaround.

Like >>5895, I felt like you in my teens as well. It passed, after I overcame my expectations. It was hard, grueling work--emotionally dragging myself through barbed wire across a battlefield--but I began to feel whole again.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)02:30 No. 5904 ID: bb0954

Mate, I lived that way. Hard. I guess the difference might be that my mother and sisters were emotionally abusing me for being born a male. It gets better. Try to hold on until you get your independence. That is all I can truly offer, but still, please, don't decide at that age. At least get your feet under you and grow to be an adult before you do that. Please.

Eeyore 18/10/08(Mon)00:00 No. 5912 ID: c8555b

For me, i was just too afraid of what the afterlife was. It was the fear of the unknown when i was your age, and even now. I was a coward.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)10:21 No. 5906 ID: b1f1f1 [Reply]

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What is something that seems to be slipping away?

For me, it ought to be urgency. I'm lost between oversleeping and having tireless bloodshot eyes. When I go beyond 48 hours without rest, life is blown out of perspective. It's already so pointless to drag myself through all the same motions everyday.

Eeyore 18/10/07(Sun)23:58 No. 5911 ID: c8555b

for me, it's passion, and ambition. I go to Sullivan university in America, Majoring in the Culinary Arts, and i haven't been feeling like doing any cooking for months. I set a goal for myself to open up a seafood restaurant on a pier somewhere, and i still plan on following that goal, albeit reluctantly. Most people would probably be intimidated trying to do this, but it feels underwhelming to me. I'm not sure what I want to do anymore, or even if i want to do anything.

Eeyore 18/09/18(Tue)17:38 No. 5893 ID: c33f56 [Reply]

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HBO has a set of documentaries called "Paradise Lost" about three teenagers who were wrongly accused of killing two boys in a Satanic ritual. Give me your best grim stuff.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)16:08 No. 5907 ID: b5173e

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Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)17:53 No. 5908 ID: e2fbd5

A little off topic, but I know the case you are talking about--I followed it for years. I was ten when they were sentenced, but already an outcast in elementary school. They were targeted because they were the most easily rejectable members of their community. This must have been what the Salem witch trials were like. Even now it disturbs me to think how easily anyone can go from socially awkward to scapegoat sentenced to death.

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