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Eeyore 18/09/15(Sat)01:12 No. 5889 ID: c3cb5d [Reply]
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>just go anhero and post a live feed here.
>Don't be lame, do it!




Eeyore 18/02/05(Mon)04:55 No. 5700 ID: 95d42e [Reply]
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What is your favorite album?


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Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)22:18 No. 5871 ID: 921a82
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Eeyore 18/08/24(Fri)18:35 No. 5879 ID: 9f9031
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Young The Giant by Young The Giant. this album fills some sad voids for me. And maybe Parachutes by Coldplay


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Eeyore 18/09/14(Fri)01:56 No. 5888 ID: 0421aa
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>>5849
Hi, 13 year old me.

Seriously, though, I love Trent Reznor.




Eeyore 18/05/31(Thu)15:33 No. 5813 ID: 5c32fa [Reply]
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What part of the body should I cut for a sure death?


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Eeyore 18/06/17(Sun)12:58 No. 5828 ID: 889397

If you gonna cut wrist, cut it vertically, horizontal cut will do nothing. Jumping is the most effective way. But hanging is the most comfy and pleasant way, choking can give euphoria to the depressed people.


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Eeyore 18/08/24(Fri)18:40 No. 5880 ID: 9f9031

>>5813
ems here. op, cutting is a terribly way to try to kill yourself if youre not incredibly determined and willing to go through the pain. sure death is more likely to come with potent overdose, hanging, or jumping. not cutting.


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Eeyore 18/09/01(Sat)03:55 No. 5883 ID: 7bd3a9

>>5822

I feel like if people regret it while falling they will probably also regret it during other methods. Or I guess you mean you wont have time to regret it. But still it shouldn't really matter if they regret it or not. the point is you pulled the trigger or jumped, and its too late now.




Eeyore 15/08/25(Tue)23:06 No. 4537 ID: a677ef [Reply]
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Who's that girl and why does she make you sad /grim/ ?

I just can't stop thinking about her. In a few weeks it'll have been a year. In another few it will be her and her boyfriends' anniversary.


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Eeyore 18/01/23(Tue)08:56 No. 5690 ID: f04c32

>>5357
Great story, can relate to all my lost "girl" friends, have had hundreds of them in my life, none of them died that I know of, not yet, but we all pass through that phase at some point. Thinking of the best way to do it, maybe overdose on feel good drugs to die at least an awesome death?


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Merchant 18/02/12(Mon)10:30 No. 5709 ID: 58db9d

It was a brief period of hope, followed by arguments and then silence. I still wonder what could have been.


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Eeyore 18/08/28(Tue)09:03 No. 5882 ID: edb287

>>5661
Update:

I spoke to her. The way she worded it was that she fell out of love. I feel better somehow.

She told me that she went through therapy for a few months after the fact and lost track of her life. She seems to be doing rather well now. She’s not the person I remember.

It doesn’t seen like she was cheating on me or anything of that sort but. Something feels missing and I think it will always be that way. 4 years later and it still hurts but in a different way. I feel forgotten.

I guess it is better this way




Eeyore 18/02/06(Tue)21:12 No. 5702 ID: 4bc195 [Reply]
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Really doubt it, but is someone beside me from germany on here? lets be miserable together.


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FPOB!!R1ZmxlMzD4 18/02/08(Thu)17:38 No. 5704 ID: a0e360
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me. Stationed in K-town right now. I fucking hate the recycling. The constant rain but no lasting snow is draining. Our company is overstaffed so I don't have a desk and work on my personal laptop at the cafe on base. The autobahn is always under construction so half the time I'm going at like 60kph. I had to leave all my guns back stateside.


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Eeyore 18/08/25(Sat)19:12 No. 5881 ID: 5eaf40

K-town? Is that Clay Kaserne or what?
The autobahn... yeah Germans really like to dig holes don't they..




Eeyore 14/09/05(Fri)17:14 No. 3737 ID: 591d42 [Reply]
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How do i hide with my facial expressions that i am sad or is in a state of anxiety?


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Eeyore 16/09/25(Sun)21:30 No. 5073 ID: 3e4a64

Eat only McDonalds for a week, then shit your pants in public. Proceed with the rest of your day acting as though it never happened. I propose to you a challenge, one that if completed, you shall have mastered the art of stillface.


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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)08:27 No. 5517 ID: 925eb9

practice every day not showing emotion where you normally would. Being able to do this can actually be a skill when used right.


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Eeyore 17/08/13(Sun)11:51 No. 5522 ID: 63b666

>>3737
You... Get used to it.
The, soul crushing relentlessness of life.
Sure, some people may be happy, but, why should you be?
What did you do to deserve happiness in life?
Are you some Jesus figure? I'm not saying that you have to be as good as Jesus or some such person to be happy, but atleast they did something in life.
And what are you doing? Are you even trying?
Well, if you want to truly hide your facial expressions, quit trying, truly give up on life.

On the other hand, if you aren't the kind to give up hope, be sad, my friend.




fag with the goatee and giants hat Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)22:15 No. 5870 ID: 921a82 [Reply]
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just because I didn’t wash my hands as I grabbed that library bathroom doorknob doesn’t mean I’m disgusting like you said you piece of garbage . you’re the trash that was talking while you where pissing next to me in the other stall . you’re filth. I use hand sanitizer you sack of shit. I’m glad you had to touch that doorknob after you just washed your hands . You’re the piece of Mexican filth that’s dependent on the free water supplant and soap that the state process . BUY hand sanitizer you ass munch. What your like 30-40 you freaking dumbass. Why do YOU feel the need to talk in the restroom. I can understand a woooo eeeeeee after a good piss like a soldier but still fuck.




Eeyore 18/05/04(Fri)18:36 No. 5791 ID: ee3ced [Reply]
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No friends or anyone. What do you personally do to cope?


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Eeyore 18/07/07(Sat)08:13 No. 5844 ID: 35074e

cry a lot. cut myself sometimes but i try not to since that's a slippery slope and i don't wanna go back to my old ways. post about my feelings on anonymous image boards


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Eeyore 18/08/03(Fri)18:11 No. 5867 ID: b2ff8d

>>5843
I dont even try to quit, it's uphill battle and you just gonna ruin your life even more.
I'm not from USA, im from EU, we get Subutex for free.
That was my way out, it really helps with depression, cravings(you even have nice little high), I tried to quit but Subutex enters your bones, it's probably even worse than H.

If you are in the place of full quit4life(i dont believe you, what are you gonna do without something-something), use Sub, first week cut in half 2mg pill.Then half again, wait for worst cravings(at least ~48h) and take 0.5 sublingual. That will hold you for 2-3 days, than take 0.2 after 4-5 days(it's not perfect but its way better than cold turkey)..

Do not use it as an longterm solution, you will fuck yourself up even more..


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Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)00:30 No. 5869 ID: 957d2f

>>5867

I'm from the UK, I can get methadone or subutex free of charge but I don't want that on my medical record, due to paranoia about being refused pain meds when i actually need them (this actually happens and its sick) and also potentially being refused entry into the united states for the best surgeon in the world for the work I want done.

I think I may already be listed as a drug user in my medical history anyway, after I tried to kill myself in 2015 paramedics (i think, or the police, or my little brother, it's one of three) took away 3g of H that was in plain site, along with anything i could possibly use to harm myself. they even took away my lighter fluid lol.

subutex fast taper is great for coming off, it's actually a miracle substance. i've used it for that purpose 6 times now, but what I've noticed is it draws out the 'boredom' stage of PAWS a lot longer than going cold turkey does, however I've only gone cold turkey three times and those where in my earlier days of use, so that could just be nonsense, afterall, the longer you use, the more your brain changes and ergo the longer it takes to revert. My first cold turkey was piss easy, I didn't even recognise it was happening to me, I just thought I was agitated and angry because I was involuntarily committed (another thing I'm afraid will block my entry into the US for surgery, their border agency are fucking crazy about that stuff and it's so bizarre to me)

It's been just over a month since I last used, yesterday though, I was going through my old burnt up foils I have stashed behind my desk, looking for anything I hadn't burnt up. I found nothing, of course.

I know it will always be a part of my life. That's just how it's gotta be now. I can't imagine life without an opiate high every once in a while. I've got a few kg of poppy seeds on hand but haven't touched them so far. I hate the taste of PST. But they are there, taunting me, and when I eventually use them I know it'll reboot my downward spiral.

post turned out longer than I thought it would (probably still not very long) but I'm drunk and being a whiner.




Things aren't that bad... Ariel 18/08/01(Wed)23:32 No. 5866 ID: cb7a05 [Reply]
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Things aren't going that bad lately. I've been with my gf for almost a year and a half, things at work are running smooth, I'm healthy (can't remember last time I had a fever) and my family is doing quite fine, not terribly well but fine.
But I know that things could be a lot better, mostly on the economic side of it. I'm talking about money. Things here in Italy suck lately if you middle income. Basically you can't really build a future on what you earn but you aren't technically poor. You are in a sort of a limbo between poverty and financial security. Starting a business now in Italy is plain suicide: too much bureaucracy and too many taxes.
I am 30 yo and I think and feel this is the time to make important decisions concerning mine and my gf's future.
Besides all this sometimes I feel low and emotionally/mentally tired of all this. I feel like struggling is useless and it's impossible to get out of this situation, feeling like in a swamp. On the side of that I am always conscious that life can always take away everything I have in the blink of an eye. Anything can happen, a freak accident or something like that.

I've been listening to Jordan Peterson lately and he said something that really hit me. He said that happiness in life is not that important but what's really important is to find a deep meaning to what we do in life in order to overcome tragedy. And if we think of it, life itself is a tragedy because you are born, you grow up, learn stuff, have experiences, meet people and then one day, don't even know exactly when, you die.
What kind of a deep meaning can you find in life in order to overcome tragedy?

P.S. That's me on the right and that's my gf on the left.




Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)16:24 No. 5467 ID: b91ae0 [Reply]
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Everyone we know and love dies, but y'all already knew that.

Tell me of the ones you've lost and how they died.


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Eeyore 18/07/13(Fri)16:31 No. 5852 ID: 9e5b43

My mom died 6 years ago, my grandmother that raized me died 4 years ago also.
My grandfather kicked me out with out a single euro 4 years ago because i stole from him multiple times ,we have made peace with each other and speak sometimes.
My mother died of strock she had aids duo to her old heroine abuse as a teenager she kicked it at the age of 25 but died at the age od 37 she refused to tread her ilness and hid it from everyone exept a few also contaminated friends.
My father spend most of his adult life in jail,i ve meet him at the age of 20 we dont get along.
Im bald at 27 also so just add insult to injury.
I still smoke haxixe everydayw with my gf that has been with me for almost 10 years, even tho i ocasionaly beat her with my hand (slaps mostly) she even worked for me for half a year including dressing and feeding me. I cant hold a job, and to make matherz worst i only go after physical demandig jobs even tho im a skinny manlet pothead.
What do can i even say? I have yet to see a more pitfull person then myself.


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Eeyore 18/07/14(Sat)09:11 No. 5853 ID: 957d2f

>>5852
>even tho i ocasionaly beat her with my hand (slaps mostly)

Holy shit


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Eeyore 18/07/15(Sun)05:17 No. 5854 ID: 678169

>>5852
>Haxixe
You're Portuguese? Sounds like you are also scum, raised by scum to be scum. I don't blame you, but I hope you will not perpetuate this cycle. If you can't make anything better of yourself, at least avoid having children.




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