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Cheers Mee 17/02/16(Thu)04:20 No. 5313 ID: 2e1d8f [Reply]

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I feel like just raising a toast: to us; the clowns of this circus called life. May we all someday be able to smile at ourselves.

Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:58 No. 5327 ID: 9c4b9c

Have a laugh!
Life is but a joke.
Honk your horns!

Eeyore 18/05/04(Fri)18:40 No. 5792 ID: ee3ced

Let's dance and sing together, friends! No one will notice anyways!

Eeyore 18/04/30(Mon)06:06 No. 5786 ID: c364d8 [Reply]

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I feel like I'm the butt of some long-running cosmic joke. My life has been one of almost constant stress, anxiety, and despair for the past 5 years. Every "good" thing that happens to me serves as the trigger for another several months of struggle.

I've stuck it out, constantly looking for the next day to be better. I haven't folded, I've continued improving and rising in status. But for what purpose is it really, if every step I take has to cost so much?

My girlfriend is the latest big joke I've become the star of. Five months of comfort, support, love. When the punchline hits I don't know that I won't turn to some form of self harm.

Eeyore 18/04/30(Mon)07:26 No. 5787 ID: 388706

>When the punchline hits I don't know that I won't turn to some form of self harm
That's your choice. You have free will; you can choose to deal with your suffering any way you want--nothing is decided until you decide it.

I'm doing it. Eeyore 17/01/10(Tue)15:21 No. 5250 ID: 75c683 [Reply]

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Mom, Kiersten

I am leaving this world. I cannot take the pain any more. It's all too much.
I have no education, I work a dead end job, and the only girl I love doesn't give two shits about me.
Don't think I am ungrateful for the times we had together. I will never forget the day you got in the
back of Kay's rover or what ever vehicle it was. Or when you got off the buss a few days ago.
They were probably the best days of my life. I was perfectly happy then. But, I guess time keeps moving
I can't make you love me. I know I am a horrible ugly discrace of a person. But, I try.
I work hard for nothing and only give and give and give. But this is the end. I am done giving and never
getting anything back in return.

i don't know how i'll do it.
Just don't let any one find me, please.

Dillon -
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Eeyore 17/01/24(Tue)01:06 No. 5282 ID: 6f5148

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See you on the other side, my friend.

polizia calle Eeyore 17/01/27(Fri)19:57 No. 5287 ID: d84087

oh you precious, precious idiot
You're tired of giving and yet you allow yourself to get used
You could even prove you would die for a bitch
You do have hope, get aducation and a better job, meet new people. or just look around. sometimes the people closest to you may seem most distant but look again and they might actually be worthy of living for
givin up because of a job is ambitionless. a dead end job is better than none at all
Giving up because of a bitch is pathetic
You prove thus that she is worth death
Well guess what, if she does not care for your well being at all, she aint worth shit. get a grip faggot. and realize that you are loved, at least by your mother and one angry poster on 7chan who cared well enough to write you a message this long and honest
You will be missed, op. for all the goddamned posts you could write at least

Green47 18/04/29(Sun)19:53 No. 5785 ID: 832e74

I hope you and those who walk your path find the peace you look for. Good luck.

Eeyore 18/04/28(Sat)11:10 No. 5783 ID: bba915 [Reply]

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What song is playing in here.. Tell me. It makes me have pensive thoughts.

Eeyore 18/04/29(Sun)11:31 No. 5784 ID: 388706

>>5783
Read the sticky; title mentioned here >>1433

Ness 18/04/22(Sun)15:31 No. 5776 ID: 0f32c9 [Reply]

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I just need to get it off my chest

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Eeyore 18/04/23(Mon)09:29 No. 5780 ID: 0c2267

OP, what's on your mind?
unless the picture is everything, and you just needed to tell someone that you've been self-harming.

Eeyore 18/04/23(Mon)17:55 No. 5781 ID: 514a8d

>>5780
>just needed to tell someone that you've been self-harming
The primary need of self-harmers.

>>5777
You want to live, or you'd have killed yourself by now.

Eeyore 18/04/24(Tue)03:51 No. 5782 ID: d28da9

are u good?

Eeyore 16/12/08(Thu)19:58 No. 5214 ID: 354b15 [Reply]

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Lets say you die and wake up in a grey room devoid of anything, "god" what ever that may be says it will decide your fate in 1 hour, in this time you can ask 3 questions of any nature.
what are they?

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Eeyore 18/04/16(Mon)16:58 No. 5770 ID: 4e144d

>>5214
Is there an objective meaning to life ?
Which religious belief is the right one ?
Will my knight come to deliver me ?

Eeyore 18/04/17(Tue)10:22 No. 5771 ID: 1773b6

For what purpose was I created?
If there was one, did I fulfill it?
May I rest now?

Eeyore 18/04/18(Wed)21:43 No. 5772 ID: 2c04ab

is the persistent self really an illusion

if it is then it doesn't matter what happens next. That will be the problem of another me

Eeyore 18/04/07(Sat)23:58 No. 5756 ID: fe9887 [Reply]

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Depression and anxiety are some of the most detrimental things to your outlook on life. I had an extremely traumatic event (don't ask because I won't answer) that put everything in my brain out of balance. Post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, and almost all of their symptoms I'm going through right now.

When I discovered undeniably that I was gay, I went through a severe clinical depression that lasted 2 weeks. It turned my world upside down, and my will to live was progressively going downhill until one day I woke up and realized the chemicals rebalanced themselves out or whatever agent caused me to feel better.

If there is a God, I beg and pray to feel good again. We don't realize what we have until they are gone. Be grateful always for what you do have, even if it is the bare minimum. If I make it out from this spell, I will never take for granted happiness again.

What are some views on tapering off all medication and battling all the anxieties and depressions head-on until the emotions resolve themselves? I was in the hospital for suicide-watch patients for nearly a month due to this trauma and one woman with psychosis said to never bury your experiences because they will come back to bite you. Is the opposite of this to try to face all the emotions head-on without medication until you feel better? Or is medication the only way out? Is a slow tapering from medication the best solution to rebalance things out again? Is time truly the healer of all wounds?

Please help me. :'( Any advice that worked for you is greatly appreciated.

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Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)07:19 No. 5759 ID: 2c04ab

I am working on hating myself less just a little bit at a time and it helps. I don't view the "self" as being a consistent thing but rather a procession stitched together by memories, so I remind myself that hating myself is just creating a worse vessel for the future me. I know it sounds like spiritual nonsense but I don't mean it that way, just hate yourself a little less every day since in the end you will be around yourself the most.

Sorry for rambling but I hope you find something useful in there.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)12:36 No. 5761 ID: a6027c

>>5759
I see what you mean, however, I find that as time goes on my hate only gets more broad.

I used to hate it when I made mistakes or behaved shamefully, then I hated it about myself that I am prone to making mistakes and shameful behavior, then I hated myself for being a shit person. I also hated it when other people made mistakes or behaved shamefully, and then I hated it about certain people that were prone to that, then I hated humanity for being a shit species.

Everyone must experience hate in their own unique way. In my case it's like a cancer. Not that I don't get over things, but even when I do the hate grows around them. Eventually I'll have nothing left but hate and hard spots.

Eeyore 18/04/14(Sat)05:17 No. 5765 ID: 2c04ab

>>5761
my hate has been much the same, and I'm still working on hating others less, but I think it's more important to hate myself less. It does grow like a cancer but hopefully if you can hate just yourself a little less then even if you aren't happy you can feel a little more at peace. Good luck Is all I can really say I guess.

Eeyore 17/08/25(Fri)20:06 No. 5534 ID: 930326 [Reply]

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I had a girlfriend, she cheated on me with her ex after 2 years; I thought my life would end here, that I had lost everything.
Then I found another girlfriend, cheated on me after 3 years. And now I feel the same. This is just an endless painful circle. I don't want to be part of this circus anymore.

Should I give up hope and relationships ?

the same bro OldanonNekator 17/08/26(Sat)01:31 No. 5535 ID: 9ab8d2

Look man ... i've a very sad live in relationships matters ... i got my first girlfriend in highschool and cheated on me with a friend after a year ... it was my first love, in that year i only get To kiss her once, cuz i felt the need to respect her ... my second girlfriend was also in highschool, and yes, cheated on me with another friend, then in the university i did have a girlfriend for like 3 years and also cheated on me, .. always loyal always respectful, none of that matter .... BUT .... i've learned that this women always were very dull and naive ... dunno why, once u get to know the pearson you have a better insight of them and need to decide if its good or not for you.... as things are now i thought a lot about give up on relations but.. i think my time to be with someone in terms of good relationship and love has not come yet,... and maybe it will never come but who knows man, better dont think to much for that and things will eventually come together... right now i'm a single physician on its 28, and i dont worry about looking for a girlfriend or something.. instead of that i have friends, science and gaming... i hope my experience help u a little...

Add -...
The worst part is that in sometime between this failed relationships I thought I was some kind of monster that was not meant to reproduce in this world ... lol sometimes things go to far ... hahaha (sorry for bad english, not my mother Language

Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:44 No. 5537 ID: e20f55

>>5534
>>5535
I suggest you two learn the game before considering to kill yourselves

Eeyore 18/04/13(Fri)04:45 No. 5764 ID: d28da9

yor not giving up hope on life by giving up on relationships with females. move on. i havent been in a relationship for years and there are negatives but alot of positives.ive seen alot of complaining online regarding failed relationships. move on. live the life you want or learn to be happy and grateful and the right pwoplw will see that gratitude and love you for it. if you cant take the break and the moving on of the cycle of love dont start.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)21:34 No. 5762 ID: 86597d [Reply]

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The only way to move forward with my life is to move up, but I'll never have the time to take the steps, the money to make the investments, or the qualifications to fall back on anything other that what I do now.

Eeyore 18/04/12(Thu)01:27 No. 5763 ID: d28da9

wow thats me right now holy shit i feel pretty atistic no one will hire me

Eeyore 18/02/16(Fri)05:53 No. 5712 ID: eec73f [Reply]

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How does it make you feel, when you’re lonely; and no one is there. The crippling loneliness of nothingness. Day after day, chipping away and toiling through vexations. The fear that takes control of you, feeling like a Slave. Doomed to this constant decay

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Eeyore 18/02/26(Mon)02:04 No. 5721 ID: 0c8775

Honestly probably worse. I'm a fucking dumb loser and a late bloomer for the few things that I have accomplished. Information, inspiration, etc usually has to be spoonfed to me.

Eeyore 18/04/05(Thu)08:21 No. 5751 ID: 401ae2

It feels like perpetually holding your breath while you're underwater. You're wondering when you're going to drown but it never happens. There's point A (full oxygen) and point B (depleted oxygen), you're constantly transitioning from point A to point B but you only walk half the distance each time. A year goes by and you're 50% there, another and you're 75% there, another and you're 87.5% there, etc. But you never reach point B, you only infinitely approach it until you're caught in a twilight zone where you don't remember what living actually was supposed to mean, but you're still alive anyway.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)07:24 No. 5760 ID: 2c04ab

It is the only thing that calms me down any more. I've felt empty for a long time but there are a great many people I still care about, I just don't trust the vast majority of them in any meaningful way. It used to make me feel terrible being alone like this but I've come to take comfort in it.

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