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Black metal Eeyore 15/03/18(Wed)00:59 No. 4239 ID: 7973e7 [Reply]

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You know whats cold, grim, and miserable? Black metal. Post some black metal links here. Talk about your feelings also.

I'll start;

Xasthur - Prison of Mirrors: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaEaEIfKo70

Lifelover - Nackskott: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAk97Mslom8

ColdWorld - Suicide: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSe4MRpesG4

That should be sufficient to start this thread.

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Eeyore 15/03/18(Wed)18:11 No. 4242 ID: 7973e7

I know, I meant DSBM, but to people who aren't into black metal or DSBM, its just easier to say the broader term. Decent, more annoyed than anything. My internet keeps going out almost every 5 minutes and I pretty much have to restart the router every time. What about you?

Now for some links:

Ofdrykkja - I Skuggan av Mig Själv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkjmfoDLupc

Vanhelga - Där Evigheten Inväntar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1fiCNTUi3I

Eternal Valley - Deeper Than What Bleeds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xvt4nGN9Vig

Eeyore 15/03/22(Sun)00:34 No. 4248 ID: 40b348

For the new season...
Forgotten Tomb - Springtime Depression https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBiJMblhFeA

... - Beyond https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_Y0LCE8YJM

Black Light Burns - Iodine Sky (Not metal at all, has a depressing feel to it) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTCY9IUYCeU

I got back from my old town, on Thursday. It was like going into a different world, really. I didn't go to see any of the places that were (somewhat) important to me, but I still almost felt like my naive 16 year old self again, in some ways.

Eeyore 16/02/07(Sun)01:29 No. 4750 ID: 1874dd


6 word stories Eeyore 14/09/20(Sat)23:33 No. 3812 ID: 66bfe5 [Reply]

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"Mission control, thank you for trying..."

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Eeyore 16/01/28(Thu)05:31 No. 4741 ID: b41207

the grass is greener over there

Eeyore 16/01/30(Sat)01:07 No. 4742 ID: 8f867a

I was her hero

I failed

Eeyore 16/02/03(Wed)10:41 No. 4745 ID: f9d013


Eeyore 15/11/22(Sun)21:33 No. 4654 ID: 752eb0 [Reply]

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Hey Grim,
After successfully losing weight, I'm back to overeating again. I hate myself so fucking much for being so weak. Wanna stop as I'm still within normal BMI, but it's difficult. :(

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Eeyore 15/11/23(Mon)23:41 No. 4658 ID: 752eb0

OP here, thank you :) You made my day

Eeyore 15/12/18(Fri)10:29 No. 4678 ID: 0d503f

If you are still lurking, DO focus on your health OP. You can say "Im a beautiful person" all you want, but that won't change the fact that you're unhealthy and the opposite sex finds you repulsive.

I'm not at all trying to sound like an asshole, but unfortunately that's the way it is. If you continue to work out, build muscle, and lose fat, not only will you feel better about yourself and be more confident, but people will find you more attractive. Just use this as a goal to work towards, it takes time. Running in the single best way to lose weight. Mix that with gym time and a good diet and you're good to go.

If you're health is the source of your depression, feel lucky. It is something you can fix. Spend everyday working on it.

Eeyore 15/12/22(Tue)09:23 No. 4686 ID: fa8f5e

6'3", 415lbs. Don't even know where to start losing weight. To cope with the depression that comes along with being overweight and the social and romantic complications it causes, I binge eat and gain more weight. Please don't end up like me, OP. You're already there, you've already done the hardest part, now just stay there.

Eeyore 15/10/12(Mon)05:45 No. 4615 ID: aebc2e [Reply]

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Hey /grim/. I was recently discharged from a behavioral hospital for a failed suicide attempt. I told my friends as I was doing it, because I didn't want any of them to be left in the dark. One of them called the police and I was promptly hospitalized. I quickly faked being better and got myself out. Things have only gotten worse since then. Due to not being able to study or do work my grades plummeted. My hospitalization has caused more contention between my parents. None of my previous problems have been fixed. In fact, I feel worse now than I did before.
I have a loving family and girlfriend and great friends, but it's just not enough. I feel guilty that I'm going to kill myself without notifying them, but it's the only way I won't be stopped.
Thanks for listening.

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wilson 15/12/14(Mon)17:49 No. 4673 ID: 204d22

keep your mouth shut and your head down.the service or prison are good places to clear your head and find a purpose. or kill yourself make a plan stick to it

Eeyore 15/12/19(Sat)06:51 No. 4679 ID: ab16eb

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Life sucks and then you die. Thats the motto for us cursed individuals.

We are God's misfit children whom are doomed to a life of pain until you overdose or suck start a shotgun.

You cant end it, Ive tried. I had everything but was still in constant depression. Got on a cocktail of antidepressants and they stopped working a month after I started them. I have no friends and have a dissociated personality that I cant control, life is like a game.

We sabotage ourselves, we can have everything and still be miserable. We want death but wont take it until we finally realize life is crueler than the bitch that is life.

Yes, abandon all hope. There is none. We are cursed.

What will make you happy? If deep down you can look, you'll see the answer clear as day. Nothing. Nothing will make you happy.

Eeyore 15/12/20(Sun)20:31 No. 4684 ID: 7f283f

A friend of mine did exactly what you did.

Eight times.

I know what you're thinking: he must have been crying for help. Not the case, I assure you. He genuinely and furtively attempted to kill himself each time and did not fail for lack of effort. He simply had the habit of making his intentions obvious for much the same reason as you. He didn't give a warning every time; he was at leat four times saved by dumb luck and the kindness of strangers.

He's a musician, a teacher, and an up and coming producer now. He lives a happy, healthy and productive life. It wasn't easy for him. I saw him on and off drugs, in and out of depression, hospitalized, jailed, living in halfway homes, etc.

I think what finally turned things around for him was time. He managed--through no will of his own--to outlive the sickness and circumstances that had reduced him to a living ghost. He got older, wiser, and subsequently happier.

The world isn't going to change. Your family isn't going to change. Your friends aren't going to change, except perhaps to dissapear. You, you can change. Give time a chance, and see if I'm wrong.

I've had my own problems--depression, anger management, social anxiety--and I've been so low for years that I wonder why my friend wasn't the one to find out I'd been missing for six months due to overdose and psychiatric confinement. Maybe I lacked his bravery, or disdain, to forego life wholeheartedly. Time has helped me change too.

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Eeyore 15/09/20(Sun)07:52 No. 4593 ID: 7df783 [Reply]

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I don't want my mom anymore, you can have her.

Eeyore 15/10/22(Thu)17:35 No. 4634 ID: 469346

I miss mine. She died from cancer early this year. Had disagreements with her, sure. Keep in mind, it's only when you lose someone you loved that you realise how much you loved them.

Eeyore 15/12/16(Wed)09:41 No. 4674 ID: 572640

I'm leaving home (at 24, living in a 3rd world country, people move out until they get married usually) because even tho I love my mom she fucking with my mental health so much, today, was the icing of the cake, she told me:
>You, your dad and your granma should get together and eat shit.

Funny because I'm the only one alive, my dad (who was, and fuck it, still is my best friend) died when I was 16, I'm fucking done with my mom.

I can't even have friends because of her, even tho I'm 24, working, paying my own college, helping with money with the bills and stuff for the house, she wont let me "go to the beach with my friends and sleep there for my bday" (which is next week).

She's 64, reading your post made me think if I should really live with her and stand her BS, or be selfish and go on my own for my mental health, I can't stand being verbally abused constantly by my mom and brother (who thinks he's my father).

Eeyore 15/12/18(Fri)02:24 No. 4676 ID: 43572f

>It's only when you lose someone that you idealize away all of their flaws and miss the familiarity of the shit you went through because of them.

dying already whothefuckcares 15/12/07(Mon)03:19 No. 4664 ID: ea47f1 [Reply]

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My heart could just stop. Any moment now. Every beat hurts. It radiates down my arms and into my hands that never stop sweating. It's ringing in my ears.
There's no point in my existence. People would move on, they'd get over it. And it wouldn't take long because I'm never around anyway. Interacting with people just makes me feel worse. I'm tired of being liked when I'm fake. I'm tired of being pitied when I'm honest. I'm tired of breathing.

Eeyore 15/12/13(Sun)05:31 No. 4671 ID: 3679eb

breathe, and exist for your experience in this universe. live your life, enjoy the world and the sky and the water and the earth and all things in existence, and know that when you die, you will join with the earth and the universe and you will exist in a new, though unconscious, form.
it's okay, my friend.
for now, just exist, and be content with life.
it's alright.


Eeyore 15/12/13(Sun)06:05 No. 4672 ID: de5c6b


You are delusional. Nothing is ok. Suffering is a prerequisite to life. We are born, we suffer, we die.

Stressed Eeyore 15/04/11(Sat)21:15 No. 4317 ID: 6fe0ae [Reply]

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Im Gay Male and I'm living a miserable life. I cant sleep at night because of my depression and I'm so lonely.

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Eeyore 15/04/12(Sun)13:29 No. 4323 ID: 545ebe


No, it is very good advice and I hope OP takes it before he develops a serious case of insomnia and fucks up his health. I don't think he would be in this position if he were able to be sociable and exercise regularly.

Eeyore 15/04/14(Tue)20:55 No. 4333 ID: b1cdec

Hi I am too gay and I have a shameful body. :(

Eeyore 15/11/23(Mon)10:13 No. 4657 ID: 2b6d78

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That's life son

Only so many years left.

It's beyond me to find a compatible partner as a fag. The numbers are against you.

Though before I go out I think I'll travel and try to cause unrest in strange lands. Get on some boko haram level shit.

Eeyore 15/09/01(Tue)16:13 No. 4547 ID: 739f41 [Reply]

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Why am I addicted to feeling this way? Even when I'm /happy/ I want to be in the state I'm comfy in way back in my room away from the world.

I have done the self improvement thing and in the same mode I was before, I just have the things I want now that make things somewhat bearable.

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Eeyore 15/11/11(Wed)03:37 No. 4646 ID: f3e3ce

I almost was /happy/ today, then I remembered that I'm going to die, and that pretty much got me back to normal.

Ariel 15/11/21(Sat)02:33 No. 4653 ID: e45b49

What book is that? I remember of reading something really similar in Italian probably.

Eeyore 15/11/23(Mon)00:26 No. 4656 ID: 6a8cdf

i feel more comfortable when /grim/.
when im happy, it feels shallow, like it's some kind of emulation of an emotion rather than a real feeling.
but being empty and depressed feels real, and it's comforting because of that.

do you guys feel that way too?

Eeyore 15/11/20(Fri)20:19 No. 4652 ID: d2ef30 [Reply]

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I had a lojong experience today when a random stranger insulted me.

I recognized that anger and hatred were about to arise so i shut them down before they were able to take over and by that i prevented other disturbing emotions such as anxiety and sadness to take over too.

I learned that anger and hatred aren't independent feelings but gateways to other disturbing feelings.

I even wrote a quote.

"If you let people with strong delusions control you you become those delusions yourself"

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