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Eeyore 16/03/12(Sat)15:00 No. 4801 ID: cad79b [Reply]

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I was worried that I wouldn't have the time and motivation to finish my assignment on mental health. Then, I was told my friend commited suicide. Now I'm motivated. I think the universe was giving my what I asked for in the same way evil genie's grant wishes the way you don't like. This keeps happening in different ways I think.

Eeyore 16/03/13(Sun)09:49 No. 4804 ID: 9c3171

The universe gave you a stepping stone.

Eeyore 16/03/13(Sun)13:46 No. 4806 ID: d78ba2

In a similar vein, I was writing a philosophy book for National Novel Writing Month, and the idea was that I would try to convey the idea that, for those of us for whom life is just a sequence of lesser or greater miseries, we can learn to harness depression as a force of creativity and make it practical. Well, wouldn't you know it, a good friend of mine died a week into writing it, and it really felt like I had been issued a sort of challenge, as if the universe was asking me if I would put my pennies where my pen was. The funk was a bit too hard to allow me to finish on time, but it did give me a nice, sizable portion which I was able to dedicate entirely to grief.

Anon!moNoTOnous 17/03/13(Mon)07:54 No. 5342 ID: 03cdb2

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I finished a novel on last NaNoWriMo. I've already corrected, got to translate maybe 5% and then I said to myself: why bother?
There's a fuckton of unknown writers out there, why would anyone bother to read, let alone buy, a novel about the preteen version of Alex Forrest.

Eeyore 17/01/01(Sun)09:32 No. 5246 ID: be6904 [Reply]

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Happy fuckin new year.
Another year of stress, anxiety, and struggle.
Resolutions that won't last, new year love that will fade before the next.
Meaningless and empty.
Will this be your year to give up completely?
Begin your countdown. The decay starts now.

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Eeyore 17/01/16(Mon)08:09 No. 5273 ID: b294ef

im going to die this year, or the next. i dont know. im built and set on a route that ends in my demise.

Anon!moNoTOnous 17/03/11(Sat)07:19 No. 5340 ID: 03bf92

>Will this be your year to give up completely?
If only.
I wish I could forget all my dreams and aspirations and settle for the grey life of the blue collar.
Among many things I'd like to forget.

Eeyore 17/03/11(Sat)12:42 No. 5341 ID: feeefe

I wish.

Eeyore 16/10/13(Thu)18:05 No. 5110 ID: 1fdc02 [Reply]

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What would be your perfect suicide?

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Eeyore 17/01/31(Tue)04:15 No. 5293 ID: 4f2ced

I'm thinking about going to Las Vegas with all money I can muster, both my saving and some loans and just place it all on a single number in the roulette, and if I win I'll live out the money and go from there and if I lose I'll go back up to the hotel room and hang myself.
I have a new job coming up in a month, but when I inevitably get fired from it this is my final backup plan.

Eeyore 17/02/01(Wed)04:09 No. 5294 ID: e47463

The whole "going to Vegas" bit is a waste of time. A single number is only a 2.63% probability of winning. You might as well save some time and just go ahead now.

Eeyore 17/03/11(Sat)07:12 No. 5339 ID: 03bf92

Something like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9WgtlgGAgs
I want to take someone else along for the ride, so at least by being cursed I won't be forgotten.

Eeyore 16/12/17(Sat)08:45 No. 5226 ID: fdfdf0 [Reply]

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Haven't posted here in what seems like years. Like to spill my thoughts with people like all of you.

What do you guys do to combat depression, if anything at all?

Haven't been diagnosed with depression, but I'm sure if I actually went to the doctor, that I would. I refuse to take any kind of medication. Don't want that kind of dependence. I found that physical exercise, specifically running in the dead of night, really vented it for a short while. More recently, I've been taking freezing cold showers. And if both of these fail, I take long walks in the middle of nowhere with music and a cigar. I shouldn't bother saying that it's a day by day struggle, but these definitely help somewhat.

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lazarus 17/02/17(Fri)15:33 No. 5314 ID: 577c9e

Cold showers, they help me to get out of my comfort zone and get some shit done. Beer if the night gets too dark

Ariel 17/02/27(Mon)01:12 No. 5324 ID: 7d8cf4

I take cold showers too in the morning and then go to work.
I'm lucky because of how my brain works I cannot be depressed but I get really nervous when things go bad and they recently did go quite bad.
Gotta figure out how to get over this period but definitely physical exercise helps a lot.
If the body and mind stay in shape then emotions will have to follow through eventually.
Fuck everything!

Eeyore 17/03/06(Mon)07:19 No. 5332 ID: fdfdf0

That definitely helps with some, but unfortunately I've tried it and can't do it. I have absolutely zero friends where I'm at right now, in college. I was in a club years ago when I was a freshmen that hosted parties. I went to them earlier this year to try and meet new people, but I could never have fun. I would talk to people sure, but in the end I would come home alone feeling as I accomplished absolutely nothing socially. I keep telling myself "I'll go to the next one, have a blast, make new friends, and be like most college students. This time will be different", but I can never bring myself to go again. Maybe some people are just meant to be alone. Not like I don't enjoy my own company, but being by yourself for years eats away at you.

Cheers Mee 17/02/16(Thu)04:20 No. 5313 ID: 2e1d8f [Reply]

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I feel like just raising a toast: to us; the clowns of this circus called life. May we all someday be able to smile at ourselves.

Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:58 No. 5327 ID: 9c4b9c

Have a laugh!
Life is but a joke.
Honk your horns!

Eeyore 15/05/14(Thu)14:42 No. 4400 ID: 11862e [Reply]

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Dropping school is the thing I regret the most. I am a NEET and have no perspective on the future now because I was too lazy to wake up early.

I also don't know anyone out of my family, literally zero friends/acquaintances, this fucks even more.

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Eeyore 17/01/19(Thu)18:30 No. 5278 ID: e676be

You did not see anything. The worst is when you do all your homework and at the end your diploma does not even serve to clean your ass. I'd rather be a NEET.

Eeyore 17/02/22(Wed)05:01 No. 5315 ID: bfe9c1

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Are you me or something ?

Eeyore 17/03/04(Sat)06:58 No. 5325 ID: 9c4b9c

I go back and forth, sometimes NEET, but right now I've got a job and go to school part time.
It's really hard sometimes, to get out of bed, to study, etc.
But half the battle is just showing up
Yea, get a job, restaurants are fun

Eeyore 17/02/26(Sun)08:29 No. 5317 ID: fdb5f2 [Reply]

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Eeyore 17/02/26(Sun)10:55 No. 5320 ID: 748737

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Eeyore 17/02/26(Sun)10:56 No. 5321 ID: 748737

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Eeyore 17/02/09(Thu)04:27 No. 5302 ID: 5c64c0 [Reply]

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I feel insane
Where was the humanity to be received when I gave nothing but love for my once friends, why must I be ignored when I truly cannot be alone. Why is it that I feel abandoned in real life by my acquaintances, but on the internet the few who enjoy my personality love it. I have autism yet lack a structured life, I have anxiety yet it evolves into paranoia in a sea of logic, I cannot accept myself for who I am truly but the others I have kept under my wing thrived from my advice... I am a walking contradiction of inhibition and filled with anxiety to the point I make myself lonely. I can't even think straight, fuck.

I'm doing it. Eeyore 17/01/10(Tue)15:21 No. 5250 ID: 75c683 [Reply]

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Mom, Kiersten

I am leaving this world. I cannot take the pain any more. It's all too much.
I have no education, I work a dead end job, and the only girl I love doesn't give two shits about me.
Don't think I am ungrateful for the times we had together. I will never forget the day you got in the
back of Kay's rover or what ever vehicle it was. Or when you got off the buss a few days ago.
They were probably the best days of my life. I was perfectly happy then. But, I guess time keeps moving
I can't make you love me. I know I am a horrible ugly discrace of a person. But, I try.
I work hard for nothing and only give and give and give. But this is the end. I am done giving and never
getting anything back in return.

i don't know how i'll do it.
Just don't let any one find me, please.

Dillon -
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Eeyore 17/01/16(Mon)08:04 No. 5272 ID: b294ef

goodbye, OP. We love you.

Eeyore 17/01/24(Tue)01:06 No. 5282 ID: 6f5148

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See you on the other side, my friend.

polizia calle Eeyore 17/01/27(Fri)19:57 No. 5287 ID: d84087

oh you precious, precious idiot
You're tired of giving and yet you allow yourself to get used
You could even prove you would die for a bitch
You do have hope, get aducation and a better job, meet new people. or just look around. sometimes the people closest to you may seem most distant but look again and they might actually be worthy of living for
givin up because of a job is ambitionless. a dead end job is better than none at all
Giving up because of a bitch is pathetic
You prove thus that she is worth death
Well guess what, if she does not care for your well being at all, she aint worth shit. get a grip faggot. and realize that you are loved, at least by your mother and one angry poster on 7chan who cared well enough to write you a message this long and honest
You will be missed, op. for all the goddamned posts you could write at least

Eeyore 16/11/24(Thu)20:43 No. 5183 ID: 1f2240 [Reply]

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I do believe I am cursed to a life where I cannot have friends.
The friendships I get myself into are short lived. Not even lasting a year. They usually end up hating me in the end for reasons I do not really understand.
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I the problem?
Am I too emotional?
I feel easily replaced.

I try so hard to keep balance in friendships. Sometimes I even give up everything for someone if I feel like they are deserving enough. But I guess I'm never deserving to get the same in return. I always get shat on in the end. The friendships always crumble just after a few months.
A never ending cycle...
I'm so lonely.

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Eeyore 17/01/13(Fri)18:29 No. 5261 ID: ef1577

I think >>5225'S self-deprecation is somewhat validating. Of course one never knows online, but I would find it unusual to lie about doing a bad thing and then additionally lie about feeling bad for it, especially such a commonplace thing. It's not like making up a story about how the serial murders you were never caught for haunt your dreams.

There's a part of me that feels justice was served in >>5225's self-loathing. This is the way I always imagine people like that turning out, and I am satisfied to see that--at least on one case--it appears to be true. I also feel a little sorry that >>5225 had to learn the hard way, but then I suppose that's the only way any of us ever really learn.

Eeyore 17/01/14(Sat)09:01 No. 5268 ID: fdfdf0

I'm in my 4th year of college and have yet to make a single true friend. Came in with a lot, since the University was right near my hometown. I was in a class last semester with someone I considered a bestfriend during highschool. I said hi to her once, but she never talked to me otherwise, sat on the otherside of the lecture.

Eeyore 17/01/14(Sat)12:56 No. 5269 ID: 73131e

One of the reasons i dropped out of college was because i was dealing with heavy depression about not being able to make friends. Even with effort put in. I was excluded from groups and seemed to be the only lone wolf. All of that weighed down on my school performance so i just gave up.

If you see someone who is alone, give them your time. It could change their whole life and their future. Some people cant help but to be dependant on that kind of comfort in order to live life happily. We are human. We need positive human interaction.

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