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No. 3841
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bi guy here.
definetly evangelion. when i realized that i was more into kaworu than any of the eva girls and started to look up stuff about him on the 'net, i found out about yaoi. that was about... 9, 10 years ago. long before the whole yaoi hype started to get big... i was never really PART of a fandom, though. i guess i always kept things more to myself... i'll rarely if ever talk about yaoi, even if i'm among other people who i know to appreciate it, too.
it's hard to pinpoint exactly what i like about it. i've been more into shota lately, since i'm very much into guys with a daddy type/personality, and i'm a small, delicate (feminine, really) looking guy... so i guess the whole older, father figure guy/younger, fragile boy is what attracts me the most.
it mostly stays in the realm of fantasy though... in real life, i'm more straight than anything, and i like cute, very feminine girls. i ocasionally feel attracted to a guy, but it's pretty rare, and i think i have a hard time admiting to myself that i really am attracted to men and that i actually want a father figure type...
also, i'm a cosplayer, and i have done yaoi cosplays, but i don't think i'll ever admit to any of this IRL... sometimes i really want to, but i'm so ashamed. i feel retarded just thinking about it, so i'll just stop writting here...
tl;dr closet shota fag who wants a father figure but will probably act straight for the rest of his life
(also, pic very related. i have a nazi fetish to boot...)
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