i understand
i feel the same way
I don't like thinking about because there's nothing i can do
and the human body is the most disgusting thing i can think of

but if you want to be a female, maybe you can go on HRT and get surgery and work out and stuff
and as technology progresses, you can get more advanced and better surgeries that will support your goal and get you closer to where you want to be

it'll be okay, friend

What stupid nonsense you're spouting? "True" females were just born female. They had their gender handed to them. They did nothing to deserve it. They were made female and thought "oh this is my life now"
You're more female than they are.

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>>5670
I feel you
It hurts so bad I can't even focus on anything else
I am getting on estrogen in a few weeks and I used to think that finally starting hrt would make me happy, but I feel sadder than ever
This ride never ends

i'm gonna be blunt
who cares ?
you are who you think you are anon
if people saw you as an impostor that's on them
their loss tbh you do you

>>5670
You don't need to be a "true female". It has nothing to do with your body. Be who you are, do what you can to have the body you desire but don't put yourself down for things you have no control over. I bet you're already a beautiful girl, what you have between your legs doesn't matter at all.

>>6023
Why are you enabling this unhealthy mental illness?
You are like a feeder except it's a skewed view on genitalia you provide.

Are you sure this is the right thing to be doing? Maybe the problem is in your brain rather than on your body. I have a friend who went through the same thing and turned out much happier after he got a gf and accepted himself as male.

You might be mentally ill, I honestly think if you're unhealthily obsessing over your physical state you lose the ability to be satisfied with it.

Based on what he told me I went through a similar thing where I desperately tried to look as I did when I was much younger. I was seeing features that weren't there or things would be highly exaggerated in my perception. What convinced me was that I was looking in the mirror as I had a mood swing and I saw my face morph and distend into a much uglier version of myself as I grew more anxious.

I stopped it from frying me completely by getting into reading so I could articulate my thoughts better, learning which actions were rational and feasible and which weren't, as well as which thoughts were spawned solely from shame and self hatred. Also practicing positive self talk, or at least forcing myself not to negative self talk.

That and I just stopped looking in the mirror. I appreciated myself as I was more after about a week or so of not relentlessly criticizing myself. Cut yourself off from whatever you use to shame yourself.

Might have nothing to do with you as well. Idk.

This sounds as if you're a FemCel, OP? Excuse the incorrect terminology here, as I'm just curious is all.

Now if you're not, that's also fine. This world is a materialist one and that's all it cares about. Material creating our artificial feelings and the fucking normies that judge and hate us for who we are. That'll soon change.

You feel as if you're not good enough or held to a high standard in society while simultaneously seeing others that have nothing earn something you want (friends, affection, and etc.)

It makes you angry, envious of those who have it better than you.

degenerate

>>5670
>>5672

>>5672
thats the truest shit ever

gender doesnt really exist
souls dont have genders

you just have a sissy fetish

>>5670
Cut off your penis and save money to get surgery done. Duh, you've never been born female, so even if you do look 100% female and become on between your legs, you're still gonna remember the fact that you're born a boy. Just give up. Stuff like this is gross anyway.

>>5670
you will always fail when you try to be something you aren't

write about it, make a novel or draw a comic/mango writing your story imagining yourself as female

of course change the names and a few life events, and then share them anonymously or whatever

it's normal to face these struggles, it's like the curse of having a brain

I used to be crushed by the same thoughts constantly, every day, for years.
A couple years ago something snapped though. Not sure what changed exactly, but I finally came to the conclusion that 'I am me.'
I don't really care how others see me anymore. At the end of the day, I am who I am, regardless of that judgement.
I'm still on HRT and everyone still sees me as female in my every day life, but, at this point, gender is just a formality. I really have just stopped caring so much.

I'm sorry you feel the way you do, and I hope it all passes someday, in one way or another. Good luck, anon.

To any anons reading this, please be very careful about making any permanent changes. I don't know how much of what is going on with you is fetish-gone-too-far, or mental illness, or "born this way", but I don't want you to do something you will regret and kill yourself. Please, try to take a step back from everything, even the things you have been told your whole life, and make sure this is what you want. My friend killed himself (born male) after starting to transition, and in his note he said he regretted everything. Stay safe, the world is a dark enough place without you gone too.

>>5670
it's ok my mother's fax machine tranny, i still love you

i also have the same pain as you the same thoughts the same feelings
and i wish i could just chop off my dick right then and there but you can always hope for better have faith that you will become better and close to the true person you are

>>6026
This. It's better to learn to love yourself for who you are, than to change your body in the hope that you'll love yourself with enough hormones and surgery.

>>5887
I started HRT like 2 years ago, and I still want to kill myself just as much as I used to

>>6392
Stop. Changing what you are won't change who you are. Surgery will not make you hate yourself less.

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It's not rather the opposite?
If you actually knew how to be a male you wouldn't be shitting this

I suggest you kill yourself right now!

>>6804

If boomers and millennials killed themselves, the rest of us could rebuild the West overnight. The "good" ones can be put on TV as a sort of morality play on a history channel to remind us to never let anyone from those generations be in any position other than janitor.

https://youtu.be/O50mw7ThxLE

OP, don't be down. Being a cis woman isn't all that great. At least you never have to worry about ruining every pair of underwear you own with pointless periods. Or getting knocked up and not being allowed to abort because cuckservatives and sentimental religious retards run this shithole country.

>>6823

>Being a cis woman isn't all that great. At least you never have to worry about ruining every pair of underwear you own with pointless periods. Or getting knocked up and not being allowed to abort because cuckservatives and sentimental religious retards run this shithole country.

Unfathomably based.

>>6823
yeah, but arent conservatives trying to get rid of basic ass rights for trans people? like hrt is getting banned for adult trans people

>>6826
Is that a bad thing?

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>>6827
Yes.

>>6828
To each his own.

>>6829
>Sorry bro we took away your inalienable rights. To each his own, amiright?

>>6832
So many of these "positive", "well-adjusted" statements that normies randomly drop don't make one lick of sense when you stop and think about them.

>>6833
Can't tekk if you mean me or the guy I replied to. Hopefully the later cause yeah, I know right?

>>6834
The guy you responded to.

>>6835
Yeah, lol. That's what I thought