>>7779
Dgaf

>>7779
Okay, here's the issue. That's all in your head. The way that people look at you is just a rorschach test for your own psychological state. Stop engaging with rekt and pedo content and people will stop seeming to look right through you.

Also, you need to engage with a lot of people to find your tribe. Give people small gifts, and accept small gifts when given to you. Dress well and look in the mirror before you leave the house. Try finding a church. They're always happy to give new people a place to feel safe.

>>7779
>>7781
I had similar experience during covid lockdown. I didn't have a job during that time and I stayed couple of months without going out (grocery runs don't count as going out).

I guess it was healthy dose of paranoia, hyper awareness and little bit of people reading my emotions.

The way I fixed it was just that kept going out. Do couple of walks/ bike rides or go to the movie theatre. You have to acclimatize yourself to being around people. Also stop watching BS online.

All the time, that's why I refuse to go out most times, people treat you like a plague if you're ugly.

>>7845
Are you ugly or do you have some skin disease/smell etc.

>>7848
Not exactly, but let me tell you what happened the last time I requested to hang out with a girl I liked from her father, to illustrate perhaps the situation for you. He said to me
>I'd rather rape her myself before I watch that freak as much as lay a finger on my daughter
Now I don't know if he's supposed to be a hero for caring so much about her or I'm just extraordinarily ugly, but after that I just stopped asking girls or their farhers for permission for anything. I decided I was completely undateable human scum, worthless creep.

I used to think I was reasonably attractive, but to aswer your question, I think in the eyes of most people I'm probably quite an unpleasant sight to behold.

>>7865
>Id rather rape her myself
looks like someone is fantasizing cuz that it a wild statement to say even if you're ugly

>>7865
Damn that's grim. I think it's a semi-confession on the father's part.

>>7865
That's pretty messed up.
My first gf was open with me about her ex, who was 27.
I was always under the impression that her parents knew, or at least her mom. At fifteen we just accepted it as normal. Been thinking about that recently, what with (/civ stuff)

Explains a lot, nowadays.

No, I actually miss isolating myself until I start emitting a cavernous aura. Now that I'm older I can't isolate myself enough. Compromise, responsibility, change, these babies will come after you without a warning even if you're some type of abyssal creature. Rejoice in isolation, alienation, aloofness, loneliness and solitude. The alternative is profoundly worse.

>>8267
Nothing better than being a neet in the dead of winter, living in a small town with only old people that don't even go outside, everything outside white, the Christmas has already passed, and you never wake up for the sunshine, yet you go outside for walks.. It's a polar night

I mean if you like nature and if you like isolation, this will make you appreciate the night, the cold, the silence...

>>7779

I definitely notice that i become wayyyy more self-conscious (and maybe a little bit weird), whenever i spend too much time inside alone and then have to go outside do stuff.

>>8303
Just act normal, how hard can it be? Act natural.