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No. 6904
I'm too afraid to tell anyone. I've told one person so far and that was my gay best friend. I never did anything with him though because I always saw him as just a friend.
I don't think I'll ever tell my parents though. My mom I think would be dissappointed and I think my dad would flip shit. My dad has always shone his dislike for gays. Mainly because he's a christain. It's like, I really want my close friends to know, but I can't bring myself to tell them because I don't know what might happen, I don't think they'll care, but I'm too afraid to take that chance.
And it's like, I've always been emotinally attracted to females but never sexually, and I've always been sexually attracted to males. So I don't know. I am a closet case though. I've only had 4 people ask me if I was gay and I told all of them no, then I turned around and told one of them the truth and that was the gay friend, because I figured he would understand, and of course he did. But I can't help but feel he's a little dissappointed in me because I haven't been able to tell anyone else.
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