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Welcome to /eh/
Where everything is just... eh...
/eh/ is not for crying, /rnb/ is for crying.
The music is from the Tenpenny Tower lobby in Fallout 3.
Things are getting difficult lately. I don't want out or anything drastic like that, but this overbearing feeling of dread/melancholy is really weighing on me. I'm fighting to get over it and see my situation as a good one again, but once I get into this hole it's hard getting out of it again.
My parents like to forget I exist.
Today I tried to hook up with a guy online. Bisex. He wasn't really that good looking, would have probably said no anyway. My mom got a bit mad. My dad next day "You are terrible for doing that to this family." Got locked out, drove my bike (haven't been able to drive) around town, and slept at my mom's friend from 10 years ago. He's nice and has had a stroke, but my dad does not like him because he touched my brother's ear. He touched mine too, but that's fair game. I've been treated like trash because I have a mental illness. It is like living with an addict. They're not evil because evil people would think, "God, this is stupid." Normally the first child, or the smart child, or the quiet child, or the introvert is treated with more respect, not less.
That's probably not everything.
I'm sorry to hear that but
>he touched my brothers ear
>He touched mine too, but that's fair game
What exactly does this mean? Like this guy just reached his hand out and touched your brother's ear? Why?
Wrong board, John. /rnb/ is ---> that way.
it was a mistake to post this.
I've taken a liking to sunflower seeds. They're packed with flavor and give the feeling of snacking on something even though you spit out most of the content once the flavor is gone.
They are a great conversational piece as well.
Best of wishes,
I personally am not fond of them. I find they make too much of a mess and remind me of smokers.
All the best,
Not particularly interesting, John.
I'm a fan of movies like that myself.
I enjoy watching documentaries about drug addicts. My favorite junkie doc is a toss up between Dope Sick Love and High on Crack Street. I also enjoyed HBO's Hookers on the Point.
Years ago there was an MTV True Life about heroin. It was alright. One girl seemed to be living in about the most /eh/ mood I've ever heard of.
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Whenever I get stuck at a red light I always wonder how much of my life will be spent waiting for something.
A lot less if you can walk to bike to work.
I live on my homestead where I work. I can't live my life commuting in cars everyday. Fucking ratrace.
Don't worry about it. Waiting is the most wonderful activity. It's the only time when it's totally socially acceptable to do nothing at all
That is true. And a bit disturbing, to be honest.
How do you feel about walks? I personally love them, night or day, especially when the park I walk in is empty.
I like hikes.
Walks are nice too,at night in the woods or through the empty city.
Walks in autumn are the best, it's cold but too cold. There is a type of dead feel yet there is still life you know, makes it look lovely.
nightwalks specifically are a bit of a meme for neets who otherwise don't leave the house. Regardless, nighttime is a wonderful time for a walk
There are so many people wearing black these days. Who's funeral are we prepairing for? Are we slitting our wrists now? If that is so will it be horizontally or diagonally?
I wear black nearly every day, it is easy to combine and fits my mood
That's really fucked up, John.
One must slice along the vein, i.e. vertically, if one wishes to die. Then again if you are merely going for the aesthetic I think horizontal is better and more conspicuous.
Learning how to use Gimp. Will post some stuff I been practicing. Why not?
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John have you ever thought that there might be a connection between these "gimps"s and life?
Before and after.
your still the same person but with little changes.
Last night I found a can of Heinz (trademarked) baked beans hiding at the back of a shelf in the pantry. There's something that has always unnerved me about beans. It makes me proud, as there was a chap who worked with right angled triangles (my 2nd favourite two dimensional shape) who also held a negative attitude towards members of the bean family.
I've been thinking of getting them framed. What do you think John?
May I suggest a nice cherrywood frame, or would you prefer cherry pie? I do not believe that Heinz makes variations of cherry pie, but I could be incorrect.
Anyway, John, do you live in an area with cherrywood available? If not, you will have to find a decent distributor. I am fairly sure that you could find a decent video tutorial on youtube about building a frame out of cherrywood. You could probably find a video on finding a distributor, if you also need to. Youtube is a useful tool, when used with a more coherent purpose.
Beans sound good. I have been sort of desiring to eat beans lately. I find myself eating burritos at lunch. There must be something that my body enjoys right now in particular kinds of beans. It's important to stay fit.
In moderate shape,
I wonder what a job involving right angled triangles would be like