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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

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Belonging Eeyore 17/01/19(Thu)14:12 No. 5277 ID: a58afa

Come in, please.




Eeyore 17/04/09(Sun)00:26 No. 5376 ID: aa33b3 [Reply]
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I have a nice job. I make decent money. My family loves me, and I can afford to send them money regularly to help them out. have nice colleagues and I live in a nice country.

Despite all that, I'm still sitting alone in my apartment at 8PM on a Saturday with a half empty bottle of Vodka in front of me.

What the fuck is the point of it all if you can't even be happy?

I wish I had the balls to kill myself to be done with being unhappy...


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:52 No. 5387 ID: 2e1d8f

>>5376
As a teacher, I take some comfort in the thought that I am a warning to my students.

"Don't be like me," I say to them. "Find a job that pays well. Find someone who will treat you well. Hope for a better tomorrow. Learn to love, and learn to listen. Keep trying. Keep fighting.

Don't be like me."




Eeyore 16/09/04(Sun)14:55 No. 5035 ID: 8b6ae7 [Reply]
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What do you desire /grim/?


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Eeyore 17/04/09(Sun)07:12 No. 5377 ID: 307418
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>>5098
>I don't believe in after life just an everlasting last thought
I've thought about this possibility a lot, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. It could be a still eternity of agony, or maybe happiness. Is it better or worse than nothing?


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Zacharius 17/04/11(Tue)06:40 No. 5382 ID: 9c4b9c
5382

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to die at the age of 101 and rise again


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:48 No. 5386 ID: 2e1d8f

>>5035
To forget.




Death Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:56 No. 5326 ID: 9c4b9c [Reply]
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All shall fall. We are all going to die someday. Each and every one of us. How does that make you feel?


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Eeyore 17/03/22(Wed)08:22 No. 5355 ID: 16ab35

>>5354
>my consciousness being dismantled
I have a lingering fear of brain damage. For many years I have suspected that I will likely die from a severe head trauma. It almost makes me sick to my stomach to imagine being alive with a partially incapacitated brain, even if it only lasts a few moments.

That said, death I wouldn't feel too bad about. Been waiting for it for a long time now. Being dead would solve all kinds of problems for me, but I'm not going to kill myself because that would hurt other people.


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:26 No. 5384 ID: 752359

Komm, süsser tod.


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:43 No. 5385 ID: 2e1d8f

>>5334
I have begun to evanesce in the memories of my ex - the one I care for more than anything in this world, and the one that drove me here. The pain that 6 years of love amounted to nothing in her eyes, and worse, that after only one year apart, she has begun forgetting all the reasons we were together.

Being alive while I disappear from this world is by far the most painful thing my heart has endured. At least being dead means I won't feel it.




Death Seeker Eeyore 17/03/28(Tue)22:06 No. 5361 ID: 0c1a2b [Reply]
5361

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DISCLAIMER... I've posted this elsewhere and didn't get traction. This looks like the right place though.

I'm an Army veteran. Honorable discharge. No combat experience. In my mid 30's.

I have a multi-facet medical issue that the VA doctors will acknowledge in person, but apparently will not create a medical record for outside their own specialty. It's an issue I've been pursuing for over a decade.

I was advised by a VA employee (who asked not to be quoted) that I should get Social Security to validate my compound issue, at which point they can use that as evidence to support my claim.

I just finished a Social Security hearing. My claim was rejected for lack of evidence. Specifically I need medical confirmation of my compound issue.

So I'm stuck in a catch 22.

I haven't worked in 4 years. I've lived off 40% service connection and my fiancee since then.

None of what follows will come to pass if my Social Security appeal works out. If it doesn't I will likely lose my housing, car, fiancee, and dog.
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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/04/01(Sat)22:44 No. 5371 ID: 1a9107

>>5369
So you're wiling to drag someone along your deranged scheme just so that you're not alone on the time of your death. My advice is to go along with your first idea and get KIA as soon as humanly possible.


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Eeyore 17/04/06(Thu)21:28 No. 5374 ID: 5b6559

>>5361
Option 1 seems commendable, but you have to keep it mind that the US Gov't has a historically proven tendency to support whichever proxy party it currently deems profitable/convenient to side with. So, lets say that you want to join the Lions of Rojava and help the Kurds fight for independence. Sounds great, right? Well, no, because the US deems the PKK, YPG and YPJ to be terrorist organizations. Now, believe it or not, but realistically, this was your only way of joining the fight against ISIS in Iraq/Syria as a mercenary. Additionally, no PMC is going to hire you because of your medical history.

Option 2 sounds like some Yukio Mishima kind of deal, but in today's world of information highways you'd be lucky to hit the frontpage of a local newspaper.

The only thing I can tell you, and a thing that you should seriously ponder upon, is this: the US Gov't is NOT the American people. The US Gov't is not the hard-working populace that made your country into the superpower it is today. Americans are resilient, intelligent and resourceful, your government is power-hungry, corrupt and hateful.

I'm not saying that you made a mistake joining the Army, but at this point nobody is your master but yourself.


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Eeyore 17/04/11(Tue)06:30 No. 5381 ID: 9c4b9c

although ritual disembowelment on the steps of a federal building sounds pretty cool, maybe walk or crawl or take a bus to a doctor who can help with your multifaceted medical issue and perhaps someone with high rate or rank to help navigate Veterans Administration
you were in the war man, suicide kills more guys than bombs and dissentary put together, next time show them your bullet wounds.




Eeyore 17/04/09(Sun)11:12 No. 5379 ID: d56e4b [Reply]
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I miss being able to talk to you. I miss being around you. I hope that you think about me at night like I think about you. I hope that me and you one day are like the way we used to be again.


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Eeyore 17/04/11(Tue)06:20 No. 5380 ID: 9c4b9c
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there's always tomorrow




Eeyore 16/08/28(Sun)16:23 No. 5013 ID: e08ed7 [Reply]
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Our long term future is /grim/.


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Eeyore 16/10/30(Sun)20:13 No. 5140 ID: 75c683

>>5137
No actually our data tells us that it probably stops with us and or we are just part of a larger multiverse that exists infinitely. Lawrence crause did a talk on it at UCLA you can find it on yt.

At some point there has to have been a beginning and to posit god just begs more questions.

Only the biggest retards could not understand that.


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Eeyore 16/11/02(Wed)22:58 No. 5146 ID: 6c8392

>>5140
>and or we are
infinite recursion


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Eeyore 17/03/31(Fri)23:44 No. 5370 ID: d461c1

Rather be rational, high as hell, and happy._




What if. Eeyore 17/03/28(Tue)07:08 No. 5360 ID: 6d4b9c [Reply]
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What if its when you die, you just keep living but in a world when all the things you want to do, you fail to accomplish, for whatever reason it may be. You just start sucking at life. You begin by losing your best friends, one by one, even your gf if you have one. Your parents start to get tired of you and simply stop caring. You do wake up at your bed as usual, you get up, look at yourself in the mirror and you just have this feeling inside you that this day will be exactly like the day before and so on. You go to your job, you get nothing done and your boss gives a fuck about it. You get out, start driving back home thinking that now that you are out and 'free', you could do anything. You end up going home, alone again, trying to get a hold of yourself and play those 3 o 4 chords you know with the guitar. You play the only song you learned, you put the guitar back in its place and you check your phone to see some notification or anything whatsoever. Nothing, just a Porn video o some political nonsense meme from your whatsapp's work group. You lay on the couch looking at the roof. You ate during the day but never felt hungry. You drink water and maybe sometimes its a refreshing feeling. Maybe you score some weed and you feel free of thought for a few hours. Or you drink half a whiskey bottle to get a bit of sleep, because you never get sleepy, just very tired. You never get sick nor hurt. You feel nothing.

Im 26. This is my life now. Im not and antisocial person, Im not autistic, Im not shy,I've become independant from my parents when I was 21, Bought a car, a flat, and I can afford pretty much whatever I want. Had gf's and never had problem to talk to women and flirt with them. When I was younger the only thing I wanted was to be able to be indepedant as exactly as I am now. I gave up relationships, sleep, time and swallowed all the sadness and anger I felt just to do it, and now, after one suicide attempt with my car five years ago, I really think I died and this is my lesson...


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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/04/01(Sat)23:32 No. 5373 ID: 1a9107

Sometimes, I crawl out of my shell and watch the news, or read the papers, and I see how fucked up it's out there. Then I look out the window and ponder if perhaps my suicide attempt was actually a success and I'm living in some deranged hellish dimension.
Good to know I'm not the only one.




Eeyore 17/03/22(Wed)08:31 No. 5356 ID: 16ab35 [Reply]
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What doors have you closed to never reopen?
What paths have you left untaken behind you?

I'm never going to be an engineer like I wanted to as a kid, nor a writer like I wanted to in university. I won't be an artist or a musician either. I have to work a dead-end job and save money, probably until the end of my days, unless there's still hope for my dream to open my own company--but I'm 33 now.


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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/04/01(Sat)23:21 No. 5372 ID: 1a9107
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I won't get to work in coding, that door was closed when I got there.
I won't be either a comic book writer nor a penciller, I closed that door by being a retard.
I won't be even above average, my insanity closed that door for me.
All I can wish for now is to be medicated hard enough to bear a semblance of normalcy and keep a job for more than a couple of years.




Eeyore 16/12/09(Fri)20:16 No. 5217 ID: 1f2240 [Reply]
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Here is a list of a few random things that cause my anxiety to explode
In no particular order

-If my living space is untidy
-Other peoples cleaning / organization
-If my laundry, clean or dirty, is touched by anyone but me
-Touching anything that my mother has touched
-A good majority of social situations
-Having friends, keeping friends, losing friends
-Babies and children
-Cancelled plans
-Untimely or late message responses
-Minor misunderstandings

Whether I be sitting in saddness, in disgust, or in hatred,
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Eeyore 16/12/09(Fri)21:46 No. 5218 ID: 045762
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>>5217
-When my living space gets messy, it erodes my self-confidence; makes me feel like I never get anything done, not even the dishes--so what does it matter if i even try (seems to be the beginning of every depressive phase, my apartment fills up with trash, dishes start to stink, I fall into a hole).

-When other people violate the unwritten rules and rituals I live by (like taking another glass for a drink instead of reuisng the one they have) I experience almost uncontrollable outbursts of anger (I've actually thrown people out, abruptly and without explanation, for doing this).

-When someone does something the wrong way and it's obvious they simply don't care if there's an easier, more efficient, or more effective way to do it I visualize strangling them to death and it starts a little seed of hatred for that person that will never go away (and it seems to be a hallmark trait of people who work in management--even if they are good managers, when they don't delegate a task they tend to do it themselves in the worst posssible way and then walk away confident in their having "got it done").

-Talking to people in positions of power over me who do not acknowledge their privileges and yet subject me to their whims makes me acutely nauseous (also managers, but in my case particularly the people who sponsor my visa who never seem to be aware that I have to stay in their good graces--personally and professionally--lest I be thrown all they way back to my home country).

-Having unanswered calls, unreplied messages, etc induces a kind of paralysis in me; I can't return people's inquires because I assume they already hold me in contempt and don't want to face whatever consequences they have prepared (which happens to me on a daily basis--everything from having to listen to twenty minutes of scolding for not interrupting my work to answer a personal call to fired for not replying to an e-mail for five minutes--every day; I wish I were making it up).

-Time itself induces me to panic almost constantly. I often wake up with a jump--to my feet, sometimes an hour before my alarm wtih my heart racing while I desperately try to figure out what day and time it is and what I think I should be doing. I catch myself avoiding looking at clocks when I know that it's getting close to the last minute, which is partly why I put clocks in every room of my apartment in positions such that it is possible to see the time from any angle, anywhere (there's even a clock in my bathroom I can see from outside the apartment). Whenever I have time off I don't relax or enjoy it; my heart races and I check and recheck my schedules to make sure I really have the time off. It's not that I want so much to be working, but that I am extremely uneasy about having uno Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/03/29(Wed)07:25 No. 5366 ID: bc26ee

>>5217
Ive had really bad social anxiety for nearly ten years and i find it all comes down to the idea that a small series of misunderstandings can domino out of control. Unusually it just leads to awkward silences and other people pulling away, but I've lost jobs because of this. Anything can cause anxiety if shit goes down.




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