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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied

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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.

New Admin post 30th Sept, 2013.

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Eeyore 18/02/20(Tue)02:46 No. 5716 ID: ef7cc0

Admin, I think this can be considered for /grim/ background music:

Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply] [Last 50 posts]

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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.

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Eeyore 18/08/06(Mon)23:55 No. 5873 ID: 81c4d7

My story is probably worse because I actually am with the person who I actually believe is my soulmate. The reason i'm on the fence about an hero'ing is because I know I can't be the man she needs and thinks I am. In the past I had tried finding true love through sleeping around and being a manwhore. I'm not certain if that really had anything to do with my multiple betrayals though. You see, I hid the fact that I was Bi or at least desperate enough to let strange men fuck me in my past from her and when her sex drive petered down far below mine I found myself actively searching for other one night stands behind her back.
My first time cheating was emotional more than physical as it was omegle sexting with an older Canadian woman who's husband had also been withholding sex from her. The second one night stand was when I was out of town in a hotel for work and hooked up with a guy from craigslist and let him cum inside me multiple times that night while taking pictures. The third time I cheated was when I found another man on Grindr who was able to fuck my sadness out of me for a few weeks.
I don't know if it is weakness, or lack of trust but my soulmate has no idea any of this is even something I would consider. these moments happened during low points after big arguments in our relationship but that is not an excuse. I can't bring myself to tell her what i did for fear of hurting her more than i already have, yet oddly enough the only real thing stopping me from an hero'ing is the fact that I know how badly my suicide would scar and hurt her.

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)17:00 No. 5896 ID: 718082

You have an incredible amount of awareness compared to most wife-beating habitual cheaters.

I'd suggest getting couples-counselling. The counselor can act as a mediator, you can tell her how you don't feel good enough and also what happened. You won't be able to keep this relationship and keep your infidelity a secret forever. You know she can't trust you, and it reflects in how you carry your trust for her as well as being a nuclear warhead when she finds out. The counselor will help her work through her feelings, if she wants to stay, help her through her grief, and give you tools about feeling good enough and how to fix or weather a difference in sex drive.

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)20:34 No. 5899 ID: 11de95

im bipolar bruh
i cant keep a best friend let alone a gf
raw deal my friend

Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)21:42 No. 5543 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]

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do you believe in god, does it help ?

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Eeyore 18/07/06(Fri)14:32 No. 5842 ID: 380c52

I don't but at times I wish I would

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)17:16 No. 5897 ID: 718082

I mean, no. I believe in sprituality, even in a secular sense I can't deny that each organism's existence and actions influence one another, that itself means there's something outside the physical body that comprises a person. Like if there's six of you at work, and you're all talking and laughing, there's friendship, but if you're all silent and tired, it's different. I know when I have that talking and laughing all around me I'm more productive and take care of myself better. I think God is friendship. Like people say God is good? I think god is Good. If you took all the sunshine and the friendship, it would be the reason we're alive. AKA god. I also think therefore it is sacred, and we should base our lives around it instead of money, materials, etc (not plausible in 98.5% of cases, but if you can you should).

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)20:33 No. 5898 ID: 11de95

hey man you don't need god
even if he did exist its clear that he hates us
fuck him , anon you only need yourself ,
times are tough but hey you survived what's worse
didn't you ?

The state between wanting to live and wanting to die joseppeli 18/09/02(Sun)06:24 No. 5884 ID: c727eb [Reply]

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hey, I’m a 14 y/o depressed cunt. I’ve been dealing with mental issues including chronic&severe depression, anxiety, adhd, ocd, and other generalized diagnosis since about age 5 or 6. I’ve been dealing with this feeling of “gray” for a while now. I’ve been stuck between craving death and holding onto life. I would say I have a very privileged and enjoyable life, but me being an ungrateful cunt I still want to die. What I’m here to ask is how can I pick a side. What helps push you to the edge of death, or helps you grab back onto life. I hope you all are having a good day, or you are doing better.

force yourself to not have a decision anon 18/09/02(Sun)08:11 No. 5885 ID: f26f6e

Put yourself into places where you can't decide to go over the edge, if you feel safe or at ease listening to a kind of music like I did then play it at every opportunity. I never cut myself despite the urges because I convinced myself how useless it'd be before I could get addicted. I'm still relapsing but I'm better than I was because I forced myself to get better. Cut out toxic people too if you don't like being around them, if someone is pushing you over even without them knowing it's ok to back off.

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)16:53 No. 5895 ID: 718082

I felt this way at your age, 22 now. It does get better, and that's why I held on, to see, but if I had a kid next to me, going through the same shit, and I had a gun, I would give it to them. No kid should have to live through that. Nobody of any age should.

That said, you have to face a lot of realities that maybe others don't. Like, once you face death and welcome it, you can do anything. There's no reason not to do anything, no matter how dangerous, difficult, or taboo. You already made the choice to die. Maybe x activity results in bodily harm, or it's an incredible amount of hard work. If you don't like it, you can just kill yourself. If you get so tired you collapse, you hate it, that option is open to you. Or you could rest and get up tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow you make a different decision. That's okay. Only your opinion matters in whether to keep on breathing.

Another thing to keep in mind is that sadness is just as awesome as happiness. You feel it just as strongly. Why does anyone assume "happy" should be the default? Should you always be on your couch and never get up? Is that healthy? It's okay to be sad. It's okay to be sad all day, but you should still be happy sometimes. Not to shame you if you're not, but if your body is healthy, you should experience happiness sometimes. It might come tomorrow, or in a week. It will inevitable go away again, but it'll inevitably come back too.

Happiness MushroomMan 18/07/11(Wed)13:11 No. 5848 ID: 708d53 [Reply]

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Grim, remember how you once had a career goal? Let us know about how you destroyed your dream job. What shitty job do you work now?

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Eeyore 18/08/22(Wed)18:23 No. 5876 ID: ba9869

I think this is something you should do. Confront young, pre-op transgenders about the reality of sexual "reassignment". We live in a world of delusions reinforced by propaganda and folly furnished with appeasement. Someone needs to remind these kids how far from possible what they expect to happen actually is.

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm against people having surgery to match their bodies to how they feel on the inside, but that I think you are very lucky to have woken up to the unlikelyhood of being happy with the results.

Even with the best of hormone therapy and surgery, we are decades away from being able to truly change someone's gender, if it ever will be possible at all. I think future transgenders will look back at this time as one in which their kind were subjected to medical experimentation and surgical horror.

Eeyore 18/08/23(Thu)08:40 No. 5878 ID: a6ede2


Well I'm not going to do that like some mtf dirtywhiteboi67

There are a lot of eggs that know they won't pass and carry on anyway, /lgbt/ for ex. are starting to realise passing is a meme and they're entirely prepared to live as out (open) transwomen or eternal boymode on hrt as cope, or neck themselves.

I'm not up for telling people to put of transitioning at all, the sooner they try it and realise they can or cannot do it and/or be happy, the better. The younger they start, the better the chances of not roping.

I'm never going to try to dissuade people from something that (from mtf perspective) can largely be undone. (i'm obviously not talking about lower surgery, but - if you know you don't pass, or are deluded enough to think you do when you don't, AND THEN go through with the irreversible, you're beyond reprieve/or you chose to live as an open tran, and I'm not wasting my breathe on them. You cannot tell a crazy person that they are nuts. It doesn't work.)

>I think you are very lucky to have woken up to the unlikelyhood of being happy with the results.

But knowing that hurts. A lot. The feeling hasn't gone anywhere. I just ran completely out of steam and dropped the effort I was putting in. I'm in that last column I mentioned above - 'or neck themselves'. It's just how it's gotta be. Life is suffering.

'be stoic' lol
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Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)16:36 No. 5894 ID: 718082

Not yet, can't go into detail because of its legality (recently legalised drugs) but I'm very close to fucking it up as it's across some deadly terrain from my home and school, I'm either going to die on the way there or bail on being one of the first people to break into the market (analysis and sale of a slightly unconventional medium). I intend to put forward my best efforts until I snap from the stress or crash my tiny car on its balded tires attempting to make it work.

Last opportunity I had to advance was actually shit. I was offered a laboratory job testing wild seafood for pathogens, when I was signed on there was already a person in my position and was basically a cute secretary (20yo at the time). I actually stayed there for over a year, spending 80hr/wk knee deep in fish guts, lived in the parking lot in my truck, to afford to go back to school.

The reason I wasn't in school was because I moved far away after high school having been accepted to university, but found financial aid didn't cover rent, I didn't know how to cook food, do laundry, or handle money, and the friend I moved with attempted suicide halfway though the semester, so I stopped attending classes to be with them (blaming my own failures on someone else is bad. But I did think it was better to have a friend and take a few more years to get my degree than it was to lose one and graduate in 4 years. I didn't set foot on the campus after that incident, and spent a few months helping them get help, find a job, social support, etc. It was my decision to choose to leave college, but I did have a reason).

Getting that letter that I was dismissed from uni and had to wait a semester before reapplying was a relief, and a slap in the face. What if I didn't have what it takes to succeed? I knew I didn't right now, and had a lot of growing up to do to be able to handle that responsibility. I also wanted to actually learn something in school rather than just pass by the skin of my teeth, otherwise, what was I wasting over $40k on? I learned a LOT of hard lessons living by myself in the meantime. Fired from a few mcjobs. When the fish job turned out to be a wasted opportunity and I was homeless, I once again had to look at my goals and choose whether to believe it was plausible or not. I don't know what the future holds. But if I work every chance I get towards this, the chances of ending up there are closer. I'm still (very) young, but the day I've failed is the day I stop trying. So if I ever feel like I don't want to have failed, I will just keep trying. Then the only time I've really failed is if I die between my final attempt, and the conclusion. Even if I get to where I want to be, and ruin it for some reason, there's another opportunity out there that maybe I have to make for myself. Even if it's unlikely, it beats sitting and crying.

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Eeyore 18/09/18(Tue)17:38 No. 5893 ID: c33f56 [Reply]

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HBO has a set of documentaries called "Paradise Lost" about three teenagers who were wrongly accused of killing two boys in a Satanic ritual. Give me your best grim stuff.

Eeyore 18/01/12(Fri)01:21 No. 5670 ID: fa0745 [Reply]

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that face when i will never be a true female
i will always be an imitation, a fake, an impostor

every morning i look in the mirror and feel wrong

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Eeyore 18/01/12(Fri)05:05 No. 5672 ID: 28f1b2

What stupid nonsense you're spouting? "True" females were just born female. They had their gender handed to them. They did nothing to deserve it. They were made female and thought "oh this is my life now"
You're more female than they are.

Eeyore 18/09/08(Sat)18:25 No. 5887 ID: ede4a5

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I feel you
It hurts so bad I can't even focus on anything else
I am getting on estrogen in a few weeks and I used to think that finally starting hrt would make me happy, but I feel sadder than ever
This ride never ends

Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:17 No. 5892 ID: 93a374

i'm gonna be blunt
who cares ?
you are who you think you are anon
if people saw you as an impostor that's on them
their loss tbh you do you

Eeyore 18/05/08(Tue)02:04 No. 5799 ID: 618796 [Reply]

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Hello /grim/

I've been visiting here since January of this year. I can't help but feel lost, alone, and depressed all through this world thats blowing itself to hell. I have a huge dislike of the material normie world we see all around us.

And I don't know what to do how to deal with this pain and anger.

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Eeyore 18/07/26(Thu)02:05 No. 5863 ID: 9412ac

Aside from alienation, another fundamental issue you may have is boredom. You believe that nothing interests you about the world because you don't relate to the most prominently visible forms of its culture.

I suggest digging deep into the obscure. The less people who are involved in a hobby or interest, the more fulfilling it could be.

Eeyore 18/09/03(Mon)23:13 No. 5886 ID: bec3b3

I have watched Jordan Peterson, not enough tho.


Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:14 No. 5891 ID: 93a374

hey man i can relate,
like money and shit doesn't interest me , vidya just don't do it anymore, i study so i got that going for me
i would recommend getting yourself busy you know ?
the question would be how i know, have faith in yourself man
all the best

I just lost all my friends AMA Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:11 No. 5890 ID: 93a374 [Reply]

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heyyo !
i'm in a real dark spot ,im thinking i may be bipolar the way i flipped out ,i just coming to the realization that i can not befriend anyone you know? like i get this episodes when i just start to overthink shit about what am i worth you know ?
i'd like to hear your stories too

Eeyore 18/09/15(Sat)01:12 No. 5889 ID: c3cb5d [Reply]

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>just go anhero and post a live feed here.
>Don't be lame, do it!

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