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Eeyore 18/04/28(Sat)11:10 No. 5783 ID: bba915 [Reply]

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What song is playing in here.. Tell me. It makes me have pensive thoughts.

Eeyore 18/04/29(Sun)11:31 No. 5784 ID: 388706

Read the sticky; title mentioned here >>1433

Ness 18/04/22(Sun)15:31 No. 5776 ID: 0f32c9 [Reply]

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I just need to get it off my chest

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Eeyore 18/04/23(Mon)09:29 No. 5780 ID: 0c2267

OP, what's on your mind?
unless the picture is everything, and you just needed to tell someone that you've been self-harming.

Eeyore 18/04/23(Mon)17:55 No. 5781 ID: 514a8d

>just needed to tell someone that you've been self-harming
The primary need of self-harmers.

You want to live, or you'd have killed yourself by now.

Eeyore 18/04/24(Tue)03:51 No. 5782 ID: d28da9

are u good?

Eeyore 16/12/08(Thu)19:58 No. 5214 ID: 354b15 [Reply]

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Lets say you die and wake up in a grey room devoid of anything, "god" what ever that may be says it will decide your fate in 1 hour, in this time you can ask 3 questions of any nature.
what are they?

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Eeyore 18/04/16(Mon)16:58 No. 5770 ID: 4e144d

Is there an objective meaning to life ?
Which religious belief is the right one ?
Will my knight come to deliver me ?

Eeyore 18/04/17(Tue)10:22 No. 5771 ID: 1773b6

For what purpose was I created?
If there was one, did I fulfill it?
May I rest now?

Eeyore 18/04/18(Wed)21:43 No. 5772 ID: 2c04ab

is the persistent self really an illusion

if it is then it doesn't matter what happens next. That will be the problem of another me

Eeyore 18/04/07(Sat)23:58 No. 5756 ID: fe9887 [Reply]

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Depression and anxiety are some of the most detrimental things to your outlook on life. I had an extremely traumatic event (don't ask because I won't answer) that put everything in my brain out of balance. Post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, and almost all of their symptoms I'm going through right now.

When I discovered undeniably that I was gay, I went through a severe clinical depression that lasted 2 weeks. It turned my world upside down, and my will to live was progressively going downhill until one day I woke up and realized the chemicals rebalanced themselves out or whatever agent caused me to feel better.

If there is a God, I beg and pray to feel good again. We don't realize what we have until they are gone. Be grateful always for what you do have, even if it is the bare minimum. If I make it out from this spell, I will never take for granted happiness again.

What are some views on tapering off all medication and battling all the anxieties and depressions head-on until the emotions resolve themselves? I was in the hospital for suicide-watch patients for nearly a month due to this trauma and one woman with psychosis said to never bury your experiences because they will come back to bite you. Is the opposite of this to try to face all the emotions head-on without medication until you feel better? Or is medication the only way out? Is a slow tapering from medication the best solution to rebalance things out again? Is time truly the healer of all wounds?

Please help me. :'( Any advice that worked for you is greatly appreciated.

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Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)07:19 No. 5759 ID: 2c04ab

I am working on hating myself less just a little bit at a time and it helps. I don't view the "self" as being a consistent thing but rather a procession stitched together by memories, so I remind myself that hating myself is just creating a worse vessel for the future me. I know it sounds like spiritual nonsense but I don't mean it that way, just hate yourself a little less every day since in the end you will be around yourself the most.

Sorry for rambling but I hope you find something useful in there.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)12:36 No. 5761 ID: a6027c

I see what you mean, however, I find that as time goes on my hate only gets more broad.

I used to hate it when I made mistakes or behaved shamefully, then I hated it about myself that I am prone to making mistakes and shameful behavior, then I hated myself for being a shit person. I also hated it when other people made mistakes or behaved shamefully, and then I hated it about certain people that were prone to that, then I hated humanity for being a shit species.

Everyone must experience hate in their own unique way. In my case it's like a cancer. Not that I don't get over things, but even when I do the hate grows around them. Eventually I'll have nothing left but hate and hard spots.

Eeyore 18/04/14(Sat)05:17 No. 5765 ID: 2c04ab

my hate has been much the same, and I'm still working on hating others less, but I think it's more important to hate myself less. It does grow like a cancer but hopefully if you can hate just yourself a little less then even if you aren't happy you can feel a little more at peace. Good luck Is all I can really say I guess.

Eeyore 17/08/25(Fri)20:06 No. 5534 ID: 930326 [Reply]

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I had a girlfriend, she cheated on me with her ex after 2 years; I thought my life would end here, that I had lost everything.
Then I found another girlfriend, cheated on me after 3 years. And now I feel the same. This is just an endless painful circle. I don't want to be part of this circus anymore.

Should I give up hope and relationships ?

the same bro OldanonNekator 17/08/26(Sat)01:31 No. 5535 ID: 9ab8d2

Look man ... i've a very sad live in relationships matters ... i got my first girlfriend in highschool and cheated on me with a friend after a year ... it was my first love, in that year i only get To kiss her once, cuz i felt the need to respect her ... my second girlfriend was also in highschool, and yes, cheated on me with another friend, then in the university i did have a girlfriend for like 3 years and also cheated on me, .. always loyal always respectful, none of that matter .... BUT .... i've learned that this women always were very dull and naive ... dunno why, once u get to know the pearson you have a better insight of them and need to decide if its good or not for you.... as things are now i thought a lot about give up on relations but.. i think my time to be with someone in terms of good relationship and love has not come yet,... and maybe it will never come but who knows man, better dont think to much for that and things will eventually come together... right now i'm a single physician on its 28, and i dont worry about looking for a girlfriend or something.. instead of that i have friends, science and gaming... i hope my experience help u a little...

Add -...
The worst part is that in sometime between this failed relationships I thought I was some kind of monster that was not meant to reproduce in this world ... lol sometimes things go to far ... hahaha (sorry for bad english, not my mother Language

Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:44 No. 5537 ID: e20f55

I suggest you two learn the game before considering to kill yourselves

Eeyore 18/04/13(Fri)04:45 No. 5764 ID: d28da9

yor not giving up hope on life by giving up on relationships with females. move on. i havent been in a relationship for years and there are negatives but alot of positives.ive seen alot of complaining online regarding failed relationships. move on. live the life you want or learn to be happy and grateful and the right pwoplw will see that gratitude and love you for it. if you cant take the break and the moving on of the cycle of love dont start.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)21:34 No. 5762 ID: 86597d [Reply]

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The only way to move forward with my life is to move up, but I'll never have the time to take the steps, the money to make the investments, or the qualifications to fall back on anything other that what I do now.

Eeyore 18/04/12(Thu)01:27 No. 5763 ID: d28da9

wow thats me right now holy shit i feel pretty atistic no one will hire me

Eeyore 18/02/16(Fri)05:53 No. 5712 ID: eec73f [Reply]

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How does it make you feel, when you’re lonely; and no one is there. The crippling loneliness of nothingness. Day after day, chipping away and toiling through vexations. The fear that takes control of you, feeling like a Slave. Doomed to this constant decay

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Eeyore 18/02/26(Mon)02:04 No. 5721 ID: 0c8775

Honestly probably worse. I'm a fucking dumb loser and a late bloomer for the few things that I have accomplished. Information, inspiration, etc usually has to be spoonfed to me.

Eeyore 18/04/05(Thu)08:21 No. 5751 ID: 401ae2

It feels like perpetually holding your breath while you're underwater. You're wondering when you're going to drown but it never happens. There's point A (full oxygen) and point B (depleted oxygen), you're constantly transitioning from point A to point B but you only walk half the distance each time. A year goes by and you're 50% there, another and you're 75% there, another and you're 87.5% there, etc. But you never reach point B, you only infinitely approach it until you're caught in a twilight zone where you don't remember what living actually was supposed to mean, but you're still alive anyway.

Eeyore 18/04/11(Wed)07:24 No. 5760 ID: 2c04ab

It is the only thing that calms me down any more. I've felt empty for a long time but there are a great many people I still care about, I just don't trust the vast majority of them in any meaningful way. It used to make me feel terrible being alone like this but I've come to take comfort in it.

Killing Games AnonymousAttano 17/12/08(Fri)06:57 No. 5655 ID: f0474b [Reply]

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Well. Today I come here looking for your honest opinions. What are the best Killing Games you can come up with? I'm looking for nitty gritty stuff that tests ones humanity. Like Battle Royale, Kings Killing Game, Truth or Die, and et cetera. . . Some friends of mine are bored and need something to entertain them.

K1pChan 18/04/06(Fri)05:21 No. 5753 ID: aa0c97

Hatred, Postal 2, Manhunt

Eeyore 18/02/24(Sat)07:23 No. 5719 ID: c44a95 [Reply]

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I can't see a future where I am alive. I can't see myself living in the future. No talents, dreams beyond reality, no one here and wasted time. I'm stupid so I know if I attempt suicide I know I'll fuck it up some how. I can't even do that. I'm too much of a coward anyways.

Eeyore 18/03/12(Mon)01:27 No. 5740 ID: 557e60

im looking for a suicide pact, you interested?

Eeyore 18/03/29(Thu)22:16 No. 5746 ID: 3520fd

acquire a firearm and eliminate the staff of your country's central bank
go out a hero

Eeyore 18/03/30(Fri)06:35 No. 5747 ID: 2c04ab

Eh, I didn't have the nack for car sales so I just brute forced it until I was no longer a shut in and could pretend to have a personality long enough to get money off people. Talent and dreams don't really matter when the persistent self isn't real anyways.

Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)16:37 No. 5523 ID: 6c9de1 [Reply]

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I have very little regard for most people. For more or less my whole life so far, I've had more meaningful interactions on imageboards than I have in real life. So it fucking tears me apart to know I'll never really "fit in" or be accepted in the eyes of my online peers. I will never fit into the wanted demographic for what I considered my home for years.

I'm not a subhuman. None of the people I grew up with were subhumans, a little dumb maybe, but they were still human beings. I don't have some sort of differently wired animal brain. I'm not an ape, I'm a fucking human. I've been posting on imageboards longer than most of you fucks have been alive. How disgusted and shocked you would be to know that you were sharing feels and discussing things so deeply with a nigger.

I try to be myself but there's no winning. I'm an Uncle Tom, I'm just trying to suck up to the whites. When the race war happens I'll still be on the "enemy's" side. I'm a race traitor and a coward. On the other side, it's just as degrading--I'm never just me. I'm "black" me. I'm not a musician, I'm a "black" musician. I'm the required diversity quota in every social circle and institution. I can never be sure if I deserve what I've earned, or if I was gifted it so someone higher up the ladder could look like a nice guy.

I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

And what makes it worse is that these people are around me, but I can't see them. Which whites that I pass by in the street go home and post about their run-in with a nigger that night? There's no way to tell. It invites a terrible paranoia about the people I'm surrounded by--which ones truly accept me, and which ones are putting up a facade?

It makes me angry, upset, depressed. To be put into an inescapable box because of something beyond my control is so utterly frustrating. I try to surround myself with quality people who are capable of seeing past race, but any time I open up niggertits or see the news I'm reminded that there are still a large number of people in the world who would hate me from the moment they laid eyes on me. I've been trying to come out of my shell in the real world, but these issues with trust run very deep, and I haven't been able to make many new connections with people outside of my immediate group of friends. I've especially failed hard with white strangers.

I know this is just a nigg Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:23 No. 5600 ID: a57be3

>when the race war happens
I recognize the following pretty meaningless term, but your POV sounds psychotic.

And yeah, being an Uncle Tom *is* terrible. There's no such thing as a fucking race traitor, though. Race is just a construct. The physical traits defining race are real, but the idea of race is a construct.

Being an Uncle Tom is terrible because it means you get your worldview from a bunch of hateful degenerates, and that is truly /grim/.

Eeyore 17/11/05(Sun)15:08 No. 5611 ID: 060be1

Ironically, the "coming race war" mythos is a white supremacy precept.

Eeyore 18/03/25(Sun)06:00 No. 5745 ID: 71f4cb

>I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

You're wrong about that. People are just extremely bored and/or frustrated with their lives, oftentimes their medical situation (which they may not even realize they have a problem or that they need help with), and they write stuff on the internet about jews and niggers just to feel some kind of emotion.

Unfortunately depending on your life experience you may not have any way of discerning this. It's not your fault either.

You shouldn't seek validation from other on this, and instead seek what makes you feel fulfilled, independently of the existence of anyone else on this planet - that is, unless part of what validates you is helping others, in which case by all means.

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